29 hours 36 minutes. somehow. many....

so i'm here to do the countdowns? hmm.
anyway, after 30 hours,2009 will be part of my history.
yeah,actually i like this part of history. it IS indeed a meaningful year, with lots of memories.

i found myself a favourite song. erm, somehow it's always changing for no reason. maybe there is someone who knows the reason, but, who cares? ((;

2006 i got the UPSR slip, then 2009 i got my PMR slip. Time really flies, right? 15 years. maybe it was not easy to go through it. or maybe it was as easy as ABC. another 15 years, my prediction is--it is fulled of obstacles. life isn't easy.

2010, i'm FORM FOUR!!! science side, the first preparation of my ambition, orelse so-called-dream? FORENSIC SCIENTIST. wow, grandma said "u really wan to do dat job? i'm not gonna to stay with u." >< okkayys, i'm still thinking, whether i have the courage to.. erm, to touch the corpse, although there's still piece of rubber between us. == heyy, actually forensic scientist's job is just checking those contact trace materials associated with crimes, like the weapon or DNA? not going to touch the corpse ehh....
hmph..

Form Four isn't a honeymoon year or enjoyable form.. gonna be very very busy. maybe the secret between us will come true. it is our choice. okayss, i really dont like to talk this topic, somehow it's very annoying.

thanks to the msg, definitely a long msg yer...[[:

so 2010 is coming, right after 29 hours 36 minutes? ahha.. 2mr afternoon i'm going to take a short nap, as i promised to someone(CHEH), i must tahan till 1 am, show to (CHEH). =P bla bla bla and bla bla bla and sooooooo on!!! wait my msg during midnight. or the first minute of 2010! specific msg for everyone, it's not forward msg k? emmm, not everyone lar actually. ><


p/s i hate blink blink thinggies. ))):
and i've told u he or she or both of them, his or her or their subtle changes.
yeew. alibi.

today's life. memorable, meaningful and HIGH

很多东西要试过了才知道其可贵之处

原来它是如此地好玩

我有一点点动心耶，虽然现在耳朵还在耳鸣

学东西总是慢别人几拍

对不起

原来那种深仇大恨只是一时之气

想想其实他还蛮好的，如果他没再惹我。

今天的我神经大条

如果真的有真实的自己，应该像铁一样坚固，不应该变来变去。


－九把刀

我想，我没有真实的自己。

起初是最好的朋友，但因为路遥知马力而变成讨厌的朋友。

我讨厌写的书法，但因为写了以后很有成就感，而喜欢书法，尽管写得还是歪歪斜斜的。

我不爱看的英文书，但因为edward，而喜欢上了英文小说。

曾经最信任的眼神，因为改变，而变成最鄙视的眼神，所以我用最初真心的对待，像用支票兑换现金，退换了，不过不要了。



每个人都有不真实的自己，把真实的自己收起来，或许是与生具来的本能。
在偶尔失控时的自己，就是最真实的自己。



没有真实的自己但我有真实的心。这是废话吧？

面对和对待你们那一群我就是这样的自己。无奈时就闭上自己的嘴，笑一笑多好？开心时就自然地笑吧，尽管有人说过我的笑声很恐怖，但他还是因为恐怖的笑声而笑了。哦对了，快乐不是因为拥有得多、拥有完美，而是少了计较。

费事计较这样多，但面对$时是该本能地像ah king一样计较起来。



说到钱，有钱真的能做很多事。像今天这样，用了老妈钱十五年的我终于用自己的钱买了一只戒指给老妈。老妈还很客气地说不用了，结果就买了一个Death Note phone strap给我。哇捞耶梦寐以求的lawliet death note终于可以和我形影相随了。



说到来我觉得今天的自己有一点神经大条。

一大早起来看见壁上的时钟就冲下楼去好彩没被泼冷水。
之后去吃早餐时又超级奇怪地是最后一个吃完的。
还有就是到bintang逛时，我和弟弟竟然莫名其妙地跟老妈走失了。他还傻得对我说：如果找不到妈咪就到车那边等。而我只好牵他的手到处走。嘿牵起他的手有幸福的味道哦。我这样跟弟弟讲结果被他瞪。
之后找到老妈了又跟着老妈去看玻璃瓶、锅铲，对着一堆冷冰冰的东西，心情莫名地烦躁起来，结果挨了一顿骂。
最后逛到popular的时候又心情大好，虽然又挨了骂，因为逛了太久。
之后就买戒指，再接下来轮到懈诟lawliet了。虽然有点贵老妈还是买了给我。回到家我瞪着那个death note phone strap瞪了好久，再想为什么酱的一个东西会这样贵。也没什么好后悔的，毕竟是老妈的钱，还有lawliet可是我在喜欢edward以前就爱上的。
大小该分个次序嘛，下次看见edward公仔版再买，再不然就是twilight book cover上面那双手加苹果的phone strap。
相信我，再过不久就会面市的。



写到这里再看回去好像写得比一般地长、罗嗦。所以我说了今天我神经很大条。

last night before i slept, i prayed.
no matter how the thing, the person change,
i am still who i am.
i'm not gonna change anything.

the thing, the person, the feeling, the word, the conversation
remain the same.

S.A.M.E

it's a great day. shopping, watching movie. AND avatar And u. =))

finally the result was out.

okayys, it's a part of MY history.

11am-4pm

we went shopping and watched a movie.

AVATAR.

it is a great movie indeed.

人类因为贪心而蒙蔽了自己的良心，还说自己很伟大很神圣

有时候想想，不是人类的那一群－就是飞禽鸟兽啦还比人类更伟大

毕竟阿凡达并不存在在这个世界上

要是他们存在，当他们的一份子感觉应该不错

里头的风景真的很美很美

看戏时有种想冲进去经历享受一下的冲动

当阿凡达们被人类攻打得束手无策时飞禽鸟兽冲出来解救他们时是个经典的场面

u see. this prove that human seems to be not so good right?

thumbs up.

一部有视觉效果、富有感情的电影

赞！

and JAKE SULLY is damn handsome!

in the avatar form.((;

cool man.

and this is the real himself haha.

oso handsome lar but i like the avatar more.

=D

clare's fall in love.

of course she won't forget edward.

edward and jake sully.♥

btw, today's totally a great great great day, for four reasons.

first.... bla bla bla

second.... bla bla bla

third.... jake sully!

forth.... i saw robert pattinson, on the book cover.

happy dong zhi

 hmm

happy DONG ZHI.

=))

i woke up at six thirty today.

wootz.

we played when making the "tang yuan"

 it's nice!

gonna off now, preparing something special but not the best.

emm.