midst.

for being such a IDIOT.

if it's just fun

then i tell you it is not funny.

the memories are just

MIDST

disappear

a.s.a.p

the limit.

It was the third day of holidays. Oh gosh, it was really boring. No girls shopping, no texting, no lots of drama. Somehow the messages I received during exams are more than those I received now.

I spent the lunch time watching xia yi zhan xing fu. I’m currently addicted to Vanness Wu, instead of the drama. ;D *high 5 sheryl. Missu missu.

I gonna find something to do from tomorrow onwards.

“Practise ur piano pieces and scale please!”

Whew, piano test is just around the corner, right at the end of June. Oh My God. My three pieces are just “ma ma dei”(eng: not so ok). Aural test, it will be absolutely-F.A.I.L. Since I never practice scales appregios before this…. It’s really a tough job for me to practise it for three times per day. It’s my target. Three times per day. I must do it. I cant fail la… the registration fee is kinda expensive okay?

Hey, I found that when a person is angry, he or she cant just diam diam. So I felt so SHUANG after scolding those people. For this time, I will not apologize. It’s you two fault. You and you are incorrigible liar.

LIAR.

Do best friends tell lies? Not only one lie, there were lots of lies. I thought firm friends didn’t do this. So we are not firm friends. We are friends. XO.

I preferred to watch movies, INSTEAD OF SCOLDING PEOPLE THAT NEVER KNOW WHERE THEY WRONG AT AND KEPT SAYING SORRY. Sorry no cure. But I always told you that it heals. Ya, it heals, I WILL NOT care for you anymore. AT LEAST, there is no longer the care I gave before. Maybe you didn’t appreciate it before. 我不认为我本身很好但至少我对他们真的是用了真心。

You thought I’m stupid? Maybe i am really a stupid friend for you. but everything has the limit. even spring has the elastic limit.(ahha) i cant be sure that i will always be good or how, everyone has his or her own perangai.

如果哪一天发现原来变革是这么容易，我不敢担保我会做出什么事来。
人总会在极限中发现自己的潜能，我找到了我跟你说，就是破口大骂。
phew, 舒畅。

给一个朋友的话：
我知道你面对了一些问题，你不想说我也不逼你吧。只希望，我们开心就好。
或许我们的问题根源都一样。所以开心吧，人家开开心心没有理由我们不开心。这太不值得了。
对不对？加油！

Phew, don’t wanna talk about it anymore. I hate this. Apparently I’m gonna get used of the lie(s). YIIH. What will ensue from this? See ya.

Whatever?

It is 2010.5.30 10:19pm

Lunar calendar 4.17   Alarm OFF.

Sunday     Temp 31°C

Somes are being so “childish”. XD like two small kids fighting for toys.

p/s Likim, do you know who’s these two small kids.? ERHERM

stop thinking of that, although being their friends really felt good. I know I still have lots of loving and caring friends, who never tell so MUCH lies on me.

I love all of you. [likim: dun shy]

幼稚

哎呀,不要说很闷因为忙碌的日子即将开始.

难得可以待在家里,累的时候倒在床上,闷的时候看看书,打通电话找人聊天..再不然就到屋子后面拔草喂蚊子,还有应付老妈的碎碎念.

只是,这样的生活充实吗?

哦对了还忘了一大堆的功课,我想我还是和以前一样,到了最后一天才会死命赶,一边骂着为啥这么多功课..其实是自己拖到最后才做不能怪别人吧.

今天试图让朋友冷静,其实自己也好像也冷静不下来..其实人家都没说过她是自己的朋友,一切都只是自己的心甘情愿和愚蠢.那样很好玩哦?是呀对她来说也许很好玩.她期待我要有什么反应吗?安抚朋友的当儿自己也想了很多.

幼稚.

就是这样的.到时候下不了台的时候该怎么办呢.俄哦.

im currently addicted to 下一站幸福. VANNESS WU are really handsome. im loving him.
The Twilight Saga: Eclipse movie will be coming soon, yeah, right at the end of june. oh yea, im loving robert pattinson too.


im trying not to think about the nonsense thing le. i just wondering why you want to say like that. just to "hien". oh gosh. hien la, dont hien to me. for what i care is, i treat you as my friend but you never said that u are my friend. NEVER EVER SINCE.

请不要对号入坐,现在喜欢这样做的人很多,actually自己也是这样的人.

两个星期的考试我偷偷换了位子，刚好冷气狂吹得位子啊。考试考到一半双手会麻掉，困了可以拿来冰脸让自己清醒。尤其是在考physics bio chemistry这几科的这几天根本是在跟时间赛跑。感觉上题目好像都做不完的那种。

最气人的就是essay questions. ESSAY还没关系，我接受的了。重点是那个"ANSWER ANY QUESTIONS"，我做完了两题才看到。ＢＩＯ让我真真正正体会到绝望是怎么样的感觉。


老妈终于肯给我看下一站幸福了．im outdated. ahhaaa.
whatever. he's so handsome. =D

things happened suddenly. urh.
whatever im not going to bother it anymore. should i delete it first? xD just a small case dont worry. ahha

btw the air con, duh. i hate air cond now!
exams in upper form=write, write and WRITE!
one blue pen for a week.

im wondering why there are so so so many forward msg.

i found a special way to memorize lothar meyer's curve? ;D credits to Likim. her copyrights.
haha

anyway chemistry is kinda nice or interesting if you put your whole heart on the subject, read it slowly, and digest it. XD
i found that texting can prevent me from falling asleep! Geee... thanks to the girl who msg with me last night. She's just so so so funny, but caring. XD a nice friend.

uh-oh. study!

p/s heard that band members still need to parade this afternoon for miri city day! jiayou ba...in both parade and exams.

=) two more days to go.

终于考试告了一段落
还有五科XD

这次的考试还蛮不错的
（到时候拿到成绩就不这么想了）
因为有些人没有考所以位子空了许多
偷偷地换了位=)终于不用面对墙壁了视野好了许多

唯一不爽的就是做旁边那个一直jio我

生活中的美
认真地感受生活就是一种美

所以呢我不予置评只希望你加油就好

the song. recommended.

hmmm!
i like listening to songs when im doing add maths or homework. but not when studying sejarah or biology.
there are almost 400++songs in my handphone. i didnt actually listen to all new songs.x.x

till last night, i found it.

转动 林俊杰

还来不及看你最腼腆的笑容
任性的时间却不肯停止转动
总在落幕后才学会如何珍重
他们总爱流言蜚语言不由衷
突然我明白你有多孤独惶恐
泪水淹没了爱要在那里降落

你让真爱转动
让自己不停梦
身在其中绕成圆周
悲欢都全被你包容

你让灵魂转动
用爱燃烧夜空
无可取代的
你在我心目中
因为你让生命感动

所谓整个世界
原来只是你我
也许生命只有两个简单选择
谁来当观众
谁在剧情中喔~
渺小的我因为你而勇敢的梦
但愿我能对着你说你多独特就在不言中感谢你一路陪我

 i like his voice. it's kinda clear or CLEAN?
the rhythm and music is nice too, because it's my taste! XD

ntg special today. just that someone likes to ask some stupid things. XO but i dont care.
yarla i dont care it.


did you know that you make me happy when i saw that?
but i'd deleted it already.

sports day 2010

hey im getting darker and darker. they showed the different reaction.
mommy: argggghhhh!!!! (just screaming)
lil bro: ewwww~ (you also dark k?)
piano teacher: it's the healthy skin colour. (i know she's cheating me)

im sunburnt. it was the first time i got sunburnt because of im AH MA. i forgot to apply sunblock and stayed under the sun for 10+hours. whatever, i will get well soon.

erm, it was really a great experience. 没有多少机会能在太阳底下晒一整天,对不对?
standing there. without moving for almost 45 minutes. XD

i was in charge of lompat tinggi. somehow it looked like an easy job but it was not!

i helped at the KH club stall. XD actually i didnt help much lar, so sorry.
helping to sell the syrup, french fries and jagung. it was really SHUANG to be the boss. i like collecting money. $$
我还A了一点食物咧.paiseh.

嘿被我抓到了

lunch time. We went to parkson. There was a shortcut yer... and we reached parkson faster than clement's gang. tall=long legs is not equal to walk fast. bwahahhaaaa.

see, im getting darker. sui bian la. sien diao.

*more pics on FB.*

i didnt go for the miri run. sleeping in the bed is more preferable. guess what? i slept for four hours at noon and then 13 hours at night till this morning.
im pig. love being a pig.


去防备别人太难太累了,选择相信比较简单、快乐.

我不喜欢你扭曲事实,不是因为别人的言语,只是那是我亲眼所见.我亲眼看见事情是这样发生的,也相信他是这样说的,但从你口中说出的又是另一种说法,而这种说法是故意让我生气吗?哦对不起吼,那不关我的事,只是你一昧地以为我在乎.

其实,在乎的是你吧?
还有我,因为我不喜欢你欺骗我.

i love today

please believe me that i tried my best. oh ya, it goes on.

im frustrated that day. anything happened in your class and it was NOT supposed to be the main reason for you to do that.
duuuh, uh-oh, so today i forgave you. it's not because you are my somebody else.
expect the breaking dawn in the dark night, all stars glimmering?
i wish. anything i wished.

everyone's saying that. guessing here and there. so im gonna believe it or not? just wanna thanks to one of my fren! ta-daaa, msging with me till late night, and seeing me Hao lian-ing.... XOXO happy jiu hao ok?

it is MAY. get it? it is May!!! oh gosh. exams month.
and there is school annual sports day this friday and saturday.
Miri run too! weeee... i want the t shirt. XD
and im going to parkson for my mom's present!

i love today. love it. as much as i can.