宫琐心玉

爱意全在眼神和不经意的言语之间.

宫琐心玉，最近令我疯狂的一套电视剧。 呵虽然是用穿越的老梗可是就是超sweet的。:)

Decision

uhh. I'm planning to go to the seaworld tomorrow. But somehow I don't want to go. It's sunday and sunday supposed to be a relaxing day, not the day for me to spend my 2 hours on the train and whole day playing the roller coaster, watching the dolphin show. What should i do? I hope my mom will not allow me to go, as what she always did in miri. However, she said up to me this time. aduhh.

Sometimes I really like to be alone, staying at home, do some reading, studying and watching dramas. Sometimes I can't get used to a sudden flurry of activities. That's why I'm still pondering whether to go or not going. I have lots of homework, biology, maths B and C, chemistry and physics. I need to do some revision for the coming exams. 

Hahhhh, I'm now finding excuses for me for not going to the one day trip. Maybe I should not go. Okayy, that's it, not going. I am busy! ;X

We talked about the interesting snippets in our life during the english lesson yesterday. I love english lessons although sometimes I really fell asleep. >< We were separated into few groups and I was with a China girl and a Korean boy. It was a really funny conversation. I can't really understand what the Korean boy was talking. He said he's speaking Konglish(Korean+English). LOL! yeh his korean accent is very strong. I've learnt some Korean language, "o ba mi chet su!". The China girl is a nice girl. Much more easier to understand her. It's really nice to be with them.

Thinking of friends. I miss my friends in Miri, so much. I called a special friend last night and we chatted for almost an hour. I wondered how much credit i spend last night. But, who cares?! I miss her. :) I miss the way she talks to me. Piggy's concert on the 12th of April in KL. so, should i go back to M'sia and meet her up and of course, our dearest piggy. :D It is just the second day of my school holidays. sounds great, maybe i should go. LOL!
Friendship that is so powerful beyond belief. :)

Talking about my hair. It's growing longer and longer now. I'm not going to cut it until the end of the year. My friends here were so surprised when they found "jagung" on my hair. (yu mi tang) lol It is nice right? but I was forced to cut it last year, uhhh. How sad. My decision still rankled. 

So, should i go for youth in church tonight? Going there by bus? My housemate will taunt me again. "Don't get lost." ><"

Seriously, I hate to make decision. The seaworld stuff!

Freedom

 

太多的自由  让人措手不及

还是喜欢被人限制  得之不易的自由

"I'm serious now. I'm not joking."

"Is this a joke?"

HOT.

Tied my hair. for the very hot day. errr i know it's round like a pie. DONT CARE!
Then it rains. Have been raining for few hours. Storm.
Anyway it's better than the terrible summer. Can you imagine you're copying homework in rush and sweating at the same time. save me please.
I hope it will be colder next week. It's march and it's autumn. Please, no more 37 degree Celsius!

告诉我

有谁可以告诉我

礼拜一是星期几

Home is Where the heart is. :)

Home is where the heart is. :)

I have home where my family is, I have home where friends use to be together. :D 

What a hubbub! Keep quiet please! and stop sending me invitation for games on facebook. annoying you know?!

Panting for breath at an area of scenic beauty. :)

When my mind was in turmoil

When I was floundering helplessly

You pushed me out of the nightmare.

 

ONE TWO THREE!

我们一起跑  跑出我们的骄傲  我们的疯狂

Thank you My Dear Friends! :)

We panting for breath at an area of scenic beauty.

Yes, WE. :D

我们呢   一起加油！

执著着的快乐

We behaved like petulant children, sitting in gloomy silence with gloomy expression. We had no inkling of what was going on.

你问我: How are you? 我说: Fine. You know how're my days. 然后回加个大大的笑脸，再问How About You? 庆幸的是你不会敷衍我，你总会长篇大论地跟我说一大堆，因为你知道敷衍我你会很惨。xD 他们都不相信我所谓的事实，当我跟他们说时他们第一个反应就是：HA?! 甚至有时候我也会怀疑，却又相信了这个事实或者该说被迫接受，尤其是在你干了什么坏事时候，让我气呼呼地跟他们告状。sien.

明天情人节年怎么过啊？就这么过啊，像过日子般过，没啥特别。可恨，自从Form 2那年收到某人的叶子当情人节礼物，还有Form 3的所谓“卡片”之后就再也没收到了。郁闷。那天有个玫瑰花可是我不接受因为说真的我讨厌红彤彤的玫瑰花，很刺眼。
幸好还有那一张红彤彤的卡片。因为实在忍不住了所以偷偷瞄了一眼，蛮多字的。会有surprise吗？哈我不知道。

The end of the story leaves me panting for more. 

快乐简单吗？不简单吧。早上睡醒亲爱的海绵宝宝还乖乖坐在那里，并没有因为我睡觉时的拳打脚踢而东倒西歪，这时候我就会盯着它说早安，这是快乐；照镜子发现walao eh今天的头发没翘翘的不蓬松，这是快乐；把早餐的cereal倒出来有很多sultanas我会很快乐；到学校把东西放进locker里把它塞得满满的意味着我今天不会过得空虚，我也会很快乐；看电影fast forward一按stop刚好就是要看的那一幕，这更不是普通的快乐；晚上skype听到家人尤其是弟弟说i miss you时简直是快乐到爆；还有就是和朋友skype时他们说我口音变得“马来化”了我更快乐，毕竟我以自己是马来西亚人为荣。谁说的，快乐很简单？一点都不简单吧~

因为我很神经质。神经质到和朋友谈天的当儿可以发白日梦；可以很安静地坐在某个地方凝望着天空半个钟（我觉得这很浪漫耶）；可以走2km的路到supermarket逛一个钟回到家因为鞋子的错长了水泡还很自豪自己今天竟然没花到钱。

We're like a puzzle, together we make a beautiful picture. :)

我在想我到底在执著什么？都快两年了，是不是应该为我的固执而恭贺我？我执著得快乐，从不为自己的执著emo，只会歇斯底里地发个email给朋友，写的字数不多，大部分都是kanasai sien go die的字眼，发了之后继续执著。

因为你说过：我应该也会到你那里去。
所以我执著，我的快乐。你们可以说我笨我不介意因为我也是这样说我自己。:D

搭讪

跟你说啊  搭讪 就这么一回儿事 

眼睛还蛮有电力的  笑容又阳光

哎哟哟问题是我们对这类怪物就是敬而远之

其实感觉还不错  哈哈哈

坏人

这世界上有一半的人是坏人，另一半是他们还不知道自己其实是坏人。

クレア means CLARE! :D

so.... Everything's okay now. Sometimes we are giddy with happiness, but, who cares? :) It's amazing how quickly people adapt 'uh? tsk tskk tsk. *proud of myself HAHAHA!

I was busy writing letters, err, or cards last night. Brain was teeming. with words. I didn't know where to start, what to write because there are too many! ohgosh, i reduced my handwriting size and  i managed to write everything on the card. Gonna go to the post office and hopefully, they will be safe for the whole journey, right towards you guys houses. :)

Yesterday was the coldest day ever in summer time. I was shivering on the way to school. Raining cats and dogs, strong breeze. kanasai. Isn't it stupid to on the fans to the max when it was raining so heavily outside and the temperature was very low? oh dear, someone did that yesterday. i couldn't pay attention during lessons because I felt so cold. My brain was blank. tutttt---

Week 3. I have been here for 3 weeks. I've changed. Guess what? I will NEVER touch an insect if I am still in m'sia. But i was forced to be brave, did the insect collection and mounted a beetle and a butterfly yesterday on the polystrene board. I will NEVER panic if I lost a textbook in m'sia. .___. (sounds weird huh, but really! someone will give it back to me) But I lost my physics textbook today and I walked to the administration office with trembling hands. aduhh. thank god teacher gave it back to me. UHH. Besides, I have never been to the canteen in high school here. Food there is bloody costly. sien.

Frankly, I was quite excited that some of my friends, miri friends gonna come here for their studies. Although we are not very close friend in miri but i wish we can be good friends in future. looking forward to meet them, looking forward for others who are coming next year. It's gonna be amazing if my gang is here.

Assignment. Write a letter to a good friend and describe to my friend my expressions so far in Aus. I think I wrote it to someone in the first week of school? in campur campur language, broken english malay and chinese.
Heyy my friends and even teacher here tot malaysians speak malay only. =.= My english teacher was shocked when she heard me speaking in chinese. HAHAA! 'Can you speak chinese fluently?' YES I CAN! im malaysian chinese ehh. x) and i would like to say that chinese is my first language. ahahahahahaa~

I learnt how to write japanese words today. This is it-クレア. It's clare in japanese! xD tee-heeee.

Happy Chinese New Year 2011

新年快乐！今天早上上课老师还特地学了中文要说“新年快乐”给我们听。结果迟到的我很迟钝地站在老师面前：huh? pardon? 过了五秒才知道老师说的是新年快乐。其实，一个人的新年也没想像中那么糟，当然还是和家人一起过是最好的。

天气特别地热，上星期只有26/27度，今天竟然33/34度。一直看timetable想说哪一节课有冷气。室内和户外简直就是天堂和地狱的差别。ohmygod回到家站在那儿不动也会冒一身的汗。 我期待一个月后的秋天，天气就凉快些吧。怎么说呢，这儿的阳光没马来西亚强，但是照在皮肤上就是刺痛刺痛的感觉，感觉就像阳光在腐蚀自己的皮肤。太惨了~

除夕夜怎么过的呢？和朋友去了一趟city吃了kimchi火锅。第一次除夕夜吃korean food. LOL. 除夕夜的晚上有两个小时是在公车上度过的。我喜欢那种安静的感觉，一站一站地停，会见到不同的人，会有不同的际遇。回到家就是赶功课了~ :X

习惯了，也许就不再恐慌。:)

第一次和朋友吃团圆饭，这里的除夕夜也蛮多人的，多数是koreans. :)

我想，没有什么事是可以不劳而获的，或许明天该试试。愿意尝试，起码还有一半赢的机会。只是必须付出比别人多的心思、努力。

Happy Chinese New Year 2011. It's a rabbit year. :D 

这一年会不会比去年好？

应该吧

Tomorrow is the another day.

This year will be another year. 

ohwell, will update during weekend. :) lots of homework. T.T