Can we share? :)

我写一封信给回忆　

究竟月光能不能邮寄温暖

眺望夜空那皎洁的月亮

何时能等到飘来的邮件

说要我签收

重回感动重回笑容

原来我说在梦里掉了一个梦

你捡到了　还给我了

:D

你不知道　你其实没收了梦的一部分

好说，我们share好吧.

Facebook

What is facebook? Is it an important part of life? Apparently, it seems to be a part of our daily life.

I was not that addicted to facebook last year, before DIGI launched the 0.facebook.com program. I didn't have chances to sit in front of computer and log in to facebook. Because of the free facebook login program i get to know more about it. and soon, tsk tsk tskkk... get addicted. It was like... July 2010. I started to browse facebook using my phone, without telling my mom. I can still recall that time, she was wondering why I was using my phone everyday. She thought I was texting. hmmm.

However, I found that facebook is getting boring now. Perhaps I get to login everyday, it is like my daily life routine. Back from school, shower, sleep, wake up, then on my laptop. The first website isn't facebook okay(my homepage is not facebook. so im still not so addicted to it right? hehheee), the second one must be facebook. hmmm, I have been asking myself why I get used to login facebook first. and i got no reason. .___. whatever.

Although it is boring, it is a nice way for me to keep in contact with my friends. We used to update our news, talking nonsense, playing wall chat. We seem retarded but we love it. I like to view photos of others and I admit that im such a kepo person. That's because I have kepo friends. (such a brilliant excuse, isn't it?) The worst part of facebook, to me, is the games. Hmmmm, no offense! Games are kinda boring. Childish. *The truth is, I don't know how to play, even there are instructions. Especially that stealing others vegetables game. Apuhhh, I tried to play that before, and I gave up. WHY?!! because I DON'T KNOW HOW TO STEAL! uhhh. yeh, so I concluded that it is childish. oh nope, all of the games are childish. :X

***SEE, IM ON FACEBOOK AGAIN***

Apart from that, I don't like the facebook chatbox. When you are chatting with someone, it can suddenly turns offline. It annoys me lotssssss. So I often keep offline and get rid of those stupid news in a popped up chat from anonymous.



Whatever, I am still addicted to facebook.


Seriously I need SEBA's novels. ><"

Biology camp 2011

i am back!!! WAHAHAHAHA. freaking tired.

finished my first camp in my life! Frankly, it wasn't that fun, it was educational type. Went to the rocky shore for the transect things, and it was raining damn heavily yesterday in New South Wales. Can you imagine when you are standing on the rocky shore, with the strong wind and big raindrops? with no raincoat? ermm, actually I did bring one there, but it's yellow and I looked like a fireman if I wear it. So, I stood in the rain for approximately two hours.

Then, we went kayaking so that we could reach the mangrove swamp. It was indeed the BEST experience in my life so far. WE(A TEAM OF THREE) HIT A BIG TREE BRANCH, THE BOAT FLIPPED OVER AND WE DROPPED INTO THE WATER. The water is so salty (oh yeh, it's mangrove swamp kay?), and i had an ulcer. ><" how pain was that!!! Lucky that we didn't meet the stingray. Otherwise I will be in the hospital right now. Thank god. We did see one this morning, as big as 32" television.

Night time was the lecture time. I fell asleep. It's boring enough though.
yuhooo. We decided not to sleep but at last we all slept. tsk tsk tskk. It was my first time to sleep in a sleeping bag, with no pillow and my dear spongebob. I would like to say that, it was really a terrible night. Home is the best after all.

The second day, that was also the last day(=.=), we went to the sand dune and did the transect things again. Guys, the dominant plant of sand dune is spinifex. They forms the climax community! (The staff there kept repeating this and thus I could remember this, so well.)

I wore tracksuits and t-shirts with jacket for these two days. The best way to protect my skin from UV rays! I didn't need sunscreen. hehheeee. However, I was like an alien among them. They wore the super short shorts( I wondered how much sunscreen did they need to protect their legs). By the way, I wore tracksuits just to prevent my skin from getting darker. ;S

Talking about meals, dinner was okay, spaghetti bolognaise and salad. Breakfast was.... like kinda pissed me off. FULL CREAM MILK. It's so disgusting anyway. Lunch was burger. UHHH. burger. i hate bread!!!!!!! I was straving when I reached home.

Time to face the assignments and exams results. tadaaaa. Two more weeks then it is my first term holiday! Term one will end in two weeks time! whoaaa. Time really flies. I'm going back! :D

考完试了补眠补了两天，发现人睡太久也会累的.
然后一个特别的人寄了一封email给我.... 太体贴了hahaha!

恭喜美中特优生！:D

hoiiii!2011 Form5 明年就是你们上报了哦~

最优美的笑是自然的笑； 

最诚挚的笑是发自内心的笑； 

最幸福的笑是甜蜜的笑； 

最高兴的笑是眉开眼笑； 

最巧妙的笑是会意而笑； 

最愉快的笑是又说又笑； 

最得意的笑是点头而笑； 

最害羞的笑是低头含笑； 

最动人的笑是含泪而笑； 

最幽默的笑是别人笑自己不笑； 

最调皮的笑是笑了又笑； 

最热闹的笑是哄堂大笑； 

最自豪的笑是哈哈大笑； 

最骄傲的笑是轻蔑的笑； 

最痴呆的笑是莫名其妙地跟着别人笑； 

最顽强的笑是苦笑； 

最使人摸不透的笑是假笑； 

在奇怪的笑是边想边笑； 

最复杂的笑是边哭边笑； 

最难为情的笑是捂着脸羞答答地笑； 

最难看的笑是皮笑肉不笑； 

最难听的笑是狂笑； 

最可怕的笑是嘲笑； 

最残酷的笑是冷笑； 

最可恶的笑是淫笑； 

最阴险的笑是狞笑； 

最可悲的笑是哭后大笑;

From: Facebook. :)

Say goodbye to my yesterday. Bid farewell to yesterday. Bye ya.

我在梦里掉了一个梦，谁捡到，还给我，别没收.

Only you baby I love you.

OH OH OH!!!

I was so damn tired today. I sat the first row in biology class, and i fell asleep in front of the teacher.
Did chemistry exams and Maths C MAPS paper today. It was terrible? There are 4 questions in the Maths C MAPS paper and i got the solution for the first three questions in 30 minutes. and guess what?!!! I spent the remaining 30 minutes on question 4 and i did write something on the paper. But apparently i gonna get 0 mark for that question.

I even phoned my mom when I got home. I told her I would like to study sejarah instead of these. LOL. no lah just kidding. hey At least i can get an A for sejarah but not an A for Maths C. Well, I will work hard to get that achievement. Jiayou Clare Chua. :)

Tomorrow will be the last paper for this week. Maths B MAPS paper. 'MAPS' again. aduh. pening kepala seriously. And and and!!! I'm going to do some shopping in the afternoon. wuhoooo. Getting stuffs for my biology camp next week. It gotta be the first camp in my life. =.= sounds silly but I'm serious. It will not be as FUN as camp chung hua though. Lots of studies to work out during the camp.

SPM results! :) Congratulations to my dear(s)!!! you know who you are! You guys deserve for the results. You are not being sad for not getting A+ or A in chinese. I'm really proud of you. :D You should be proud of yourself 'cos you are a chinese and you did it very well. You got an A-!!!! :)

I have been watching the latest hong kong drama- ONLY YOU. ohgosh kevin chang is so smart! He and Charmaine Sheh are a perfectly matched couple but sadly, they're not going to work together anymore for any dramas. :( *Note that he's not with Charmaine Sheh in ONLY YOU. I'm just thinking of Forensic Science II. Back to the topic, ONLY YOU is nice. Thumbs up. I downloaded those episodes. PPS sucks a lot and it's not functioning well. :(((

Tadaa.
To:Tiff
Looking forward to receive the parcel. Thank you so much. whahahaaaa.
no lah im just kidding but i hope you think i'm being serious by that moment. LOL

Love ya.

Exams exams exams!!!!!!!

uhhh. I have been sleeping late recently. Sleeping at two and wake up at 7, sometimes 8. And i must be at school before 8.25. geng huh? yes, i think so. LOL! i spend fifteen minutes to change my uniform, 5 minutes to tie up my hair(if it's too messy) and 5 minutes to eat breakfast. ><" after that, i gonna RUN to school to make sure i get the full attendance, instead of a LATE PASS. with my ID photo on it. what a shame.

The coming week is an exams week. Some seniors said for the first time we might get a C or D for biology physics and Chemistry, and B or C for Maths B and Maths C. uhh. they scared me lots.
I've been spending the whole afternoon on physics, to get the understanding on vectors and graph! graph is easy but vector isn't. All sorts of vectors with different solutions. I'm going insane. But luckily I have enough patience to deal with them. Thanks to my physics teacher in CH! :)

Really beh tahan using textbooks here. Can't draw or write anything on them. sien. I used to draw cute stuffs, conteng on my textbook last year, especially sejarah textbook. It is easy for a person to go insane while she is studying sejarah. *of course the sejarah textbook was MINE. not from the spbt. So, heheee, my physics teacher here gave me the softcopy of the textbook and i printed them out. WAHAHAHAAA. yea i know i wasted a lot of trees but boh bian, really heavy especially when I need to bring biology and chemistry textbooks. I don't like to store my textbooks in the locker. So, locker is totally useless for me now. It is empty now. .____.

Finally it is the time for me to hand in the insect collection. I swear. I will never touch insects again. except for the moments that I NEED to kill the ants and mosquitoes. I might get a C or D for the assignment. whatever. I don't care anyway.

I care for my grades on the written exams paperssssss! pray for me please. I am really nervous, like I am going to sit for SPM. Lol.

yadayadayadaaaaa. :)

p/s Facebook is boring nowadays.

ok吗？ =)

想起我们赌气的那几分钟，谁也不想先对谁开口说话。
或许我们的傻气、倔强和坦诚朦朦胧胧把问题解决。


今天不知道怎么了，不想说话；安静下来就想睡觉，因为闭上眼睛就能想很多事情。
也许是考试快到了，手机却安静得很，没有你们的无聊msg，没有传来传去的tips，没有散发着咖啡香气的时候...

Time crept. Will be jumping into April soon.

浑浑噩噩地过了三个小时，死命撑开眼睛一直盯着书本，读烦了躺到床上眯了一阵子，醒来头又重重的。

突然想起你问我的“ok吗？”

=)

yuhoooo. I have done my insect collection. Which i struggled for so long time. I don't give high hope on the grade. LOL. cos i have broken mantis leg.
I spent the whole afternoon, setting the dried insects in the box. When I was pinning the first insect that is butterfly, my phone suddenly rang. I managed to answer the call but the anthenna was gone after that. GONE! i was so depressed until my friend gave me another one.
The word that appeared the most in my brain was KANASAI.

Finally it comes to an end. It's next week!
I still need to find mothballs or napthalene. I went to a pharmacy this afternoon and asked whether there's mothballs or not. LOL! The woman there was so friendly. When she knew that i need them for my insect collection, she taught me other ways to prevent STUPID LIVE INSECTS from eating the dried insects. :D

Anyway, here comes the MAIN point of this post!

Happy birthday chong wen yen! :)

=) have a nice one.
miss you lots as you do! :D

Saturday and Sunday!!!

I enjoyed the weekend! Went to the city and stayed with dad at the hotel, not going back to homestay. :) *THERE IS AIR CONDITIONER THERE IS AIR CONDITIONER!!! but it's not summer now.

We went shopping. Visited few fashion shops and bought lots of clothes. Duh, one for $5 only. They just simple threw it on a table, and some even on the floor, kena pijak by ppl. oh dear... Notes that $5=RM 15, still expensive, for the T shirt, no pattern. zzz, but still, dad bought some for me. So hard to find a nice one, he was so patience to find those for me. LOL

I wonder why most of the fashion shops are on sale. One for $4.95, $6.95, $7.99, $9.99. Anyway, I like Malaysia's more. I promise myself that I must go shopping when I first arrive Miri. And buy as many clothes as possible.

KEHKEHKEHH. I ate dimsum for breakfast these two days. No more cereal. =.= We went to Jojo's restaurant for dinner too.

I had pesto pasta. NICE.

the oysters. *so small geh.

Enjoyed these two days. And it is the time to face homework, assignment and exams! yadayadayadaaaa. 

off to bed. night! :D

Shaky way. It means everything.

He was 5, but still lack of the intelligence that a child deserves. He was lonely, living in his own world, setting up a glass wall between him and others. He thought he was abnormal. Maybe he was, obviously he was. But, his parents treated him as a normal child, with lots of care and love. He had difficulties in learning. That's why he couldn't speak even he was 5, not calling Daddy or Mommie. He longed for a normal life, being an active boy, playing soccer under the hot sun, quarreling with his sisters, going to the kindergarten and having fun with friends. He had no friends, everyone loathed to talk to him, because they thought he was a DUMB. Was he an unfortunate wretch? No, he isn't. He is no longer a poor little boy, since the day he tried his best to write a little A, in a awkward and shaky way. Yet, he deserved the triumph. Tears of excitement and hugs from parents.

 A small story, tells me persistence pays off. :)


Smile. Memories start flickering my eyes. typing this in gloomy silence, and finally, i finished my english assignment. same as the little boy, writing in shaky way. Why? I've no idea.

Stick Insects are being schadenfreude!

Hello guys!

It's autumn and obviously it isn't so hot. It is even cold. Need a jacket or a jumper desperately but I think i should enjoy the coldness, cos seniors said that autumn might be so hot sometimes. whatever. =.= i've experienced 38 degree Celsius. Not going to get surprise from the 40 degree Celsius, if it happens. LOL

Biology assignment. I got a praying mantis, thank you so much for spohi. :D One more order is needed to complete it. I have been searching for a stick insect at the forest near my house, but, there might be thousand of them among the treetops, branches and bushes. Because they're stick insects. Looking for them in the rain and I think the stick insects are being schadenfreude.

Stick Insect A: Hey. See.. There's an idiot finding us over there.

Stick Insect B: Ohohoh, she can't find us she can't find us. stupid human.

Finding termites is much more easier. However, no one hopes there are termites at home. So do I. .___.

Sometimes I like to be alone. Doesn't really want to talk to others, just sitting there, in silence. Maybe I am daydreaming, maybe I'm trying to clear my mind, but what i need is just a moment of silence. I appreciate that moment, before I sleep. :)

It is life.

I am really tired of that biology assignment. I have butterfly, beetle, grasshopper, cicada, fly, bee, ant, cockroach, dragonfly. I still need two more orders to complete it. :( Someone said i am stupid, for why i do biology. Someone said I should not do biology in the first term. (so that i can escape from the biology camp and the insect collection).

And i asked myself, why do I take biology? It's all about my ambition. It is adequate to meet the future needs. I used to hate biology so much last year, before the final exam. I tried my best in biology paper during the final exams, and YES, i got what i want. :)

So i shouldn't give up on finding a praying mantis and stick insect. Ohdear, the due date is just three weeks after this. I've been searching for a praying mantis this afternoon, walking under the terrible hot sun for two and a half hours. But I went home empty-handed. I was so dejected and i phoned my daddy. Blamed him for not helping me to find one. HAHAHA.

How can I skip tomorrow's night dinner? Lamb liver dishes. Can someone save me? I had something like turkey 'leg' last night. ><" ohmygosh. I was loathe to eat it. It is something like chicken drumstick, but in a bigger size. The biggest 'chicken drumstick' i've ever seen. 
To say I was scared is an understatement.

Went for bowling. My score sucks a lot. ><" oh well, I'm new in bowling. I like heavier ball, considering the mass and inertia. The bigger the mass, the bigger the inertia. and the more stable it is! hmmm, but the heavy ball hurts my wrist. LOL. guess my score. I think it's a Grade E, if converting into marks and grades.
Anyway, I enjoyed it. :D

 by, Vivian. In the toilet. :X


There is a welcoming program for international students this saturday. Students from others high schools and universities are going to the event. Seniors said it's boring. :O Urmm, should I go? (hate to make decision)

It is life, isn't it? Sadness, depression, happiness, excitement and decision.
As the days progressed, I found IT interesting. :)