It's time to get back in balance. People've been questioning me how's my super long holidays been: was it fun/boring/lifeless. So I'm here to conclude my 4 months holidays.
To be exact it should be 6 months, it's gonna be the longest holidays in my life before my retirement I reckon... Anyway, it took me a while to rediscover my SI-net and e-learning blackboard. It feels soooo good to back to study. *coughss, I hope this feeling lasts long.
Seasons came and seasons went. People approached and people left. Now I realised this is an ongoing process. Perhaps this is how God show us something: who and what are worth to fight for. 4 months isn't that long, but for me it's more than enough to rest awhile and think wisely about something or someone.
Okay lah, I've been trying my best on this big project, a project that no one can help.
Now I understand why many girls have their own dreams in their heart... even the ones they've given up on and the ones that seem so distant. I often question myself, what's my boat? Is it a boat of indecision? There's probably something crying out. Well, just get up and get out of the boat. Get going. live an easy life by stop dreaming, whining and moaning about it.
Hahahaha. Now it's so damn funny to read back what I've written four months ago... I'm pretty sure I have the TOTAL freedom from the torment of this confusion. So, instead of making everything so difficult, why don't simplify my life and enjoy the rest that comes through following God's plan?
Hey you there, thank you for being the mentor, the one who was, who is, and who is to come..