FB

 最近的mood就是懒懒的,又会胡思乱想,然后moody一下盖上被子说要睡一觉. holiday mood on.
太闲空就上网打发时间,FB玩到sienn.
说真的我不喜欢FB的games,讲难听一点是childish. >< 通常是看notes罢了. :)还有stalk一些人,看照片,最后就是最罪无可恕的一项-->骂人. XP 其实我骂人也没骂到很过分啦. 如果大家有注意的话就会知道谁会骂人骂到别人好像没娘生一样,净把自己的怒气发泄在别人身上,用文字来骂人...从去年开始就stalk某某人了,发现他/她每两三天就会update自己的status,还是骂人的那一种.我是没资格去叫他/她停止这个恶行,所以我只能看不过眼然后跟朋友抱怨.现在还是超不爽的.YESHH.请你不要把自己的快乐建立在别人的痛苦上,你以为这样很酷哈?宠坏了的小孩. @.@

一些FB notes很有意思,一些就超级废的...对我来说那些"男女朋友分手后发现原来是误会一场可是对方已经归西"的故事真的是很无聊.aiyaa,我有click like button吼毕竟人家写了这么长. -.-

• 有些人只适合拿来思念 , 却不能拿来爱。

• 朋友是一种感觉，有些人相处几十年也不会成为朋友，有些人只要一见面就知道会是朋友。

• 无论一个朋友对你有多好，总有一天他做的某件事会让你伤心，而到时你应该学会原谅。

• 就生物界来说，生存是个几率，每一分钟都可能出现意外；挫折应该是常态，顺利才是例外。

• 我一直以为，我还喜欢着，我突然发现，原来住在我心里的，是回忆中的他，而我——忘不掉的是我对他付出的感情，而不是他！

• 也许有些人很可恶，有些人很卑鄙。而当我设身为他想象的时候，我才知道：他比我还可怜。所以请原谅所有你见过的人，好人或者坏人.

• 永远不要向任何人解释你自己因为喜欢你的人不需要，而不喜欢你的人不会相信

• 成熟不是人的心变老，是泪在打转还能微笑

• 人生的意义不在于拿一手好牌，而在于打好一手坏牌。

• 有事直接奔主题, 不要拿你的无知, 挑战我的黑名单。

• 亲爱的，你可得一定要相信我啊，我连坐船都头晕，更何况是脚踏两只船呢

• 姐不是蒙娜丽莎，不会对每个人都微笑。

• 又到了这个学长勾引学妹，学妹勾搭学长，学姐垂涎学弟，学弟攀附学姐，学姐嫉妒学妹，学妹憎恨学姐，学长抛弃学姐，学姐报复学长，学长欺瞒学弟，学弟巴结学长，学弟追求学妹，学妹拒绝学弟的季节。

• 不要一直关注人家人家不知道已经把你当成什么另类.

好笑又有意义. :P

明天会是疯狂的一天. 看完戏剧再来鬼戏. :) 我不得不说这年头的经济很不景气啊,才买了一些些的食物,不到六样已经花了我RM80...oh mannnn,我看我们是该开始自己养鸡牛羊,种菜了. +.+
明天是我们最后的回忆. =)

photos. :D

觉得今天的颁奖典礼过得还蛮快的...说要拍照结果只找到几个人留下来,可恶,我的魅力有这样差吗??

这些是几张特别有意义的照片. <3

 我觉得这张我很淑女耶~:D

傻傻的?

 

♥

所以这张是经过某人千试万试都乔不到角度,后来又经过某人2一试就成功.

XD

我很小声地说放手因为我不等了...:)还有凡事要低调低调!!XP

最后记得我献给你们的林俊杰的加油. ♥ SPM加油!

可恶

啊怎么世界上有这么hi*o的人啊,真的是看不过眼...可恶.

考完试一个星期了,很闷很闷!只有在上个星期四当天下午会开心透顶然后看戏看到爽.现在只觉得生活空虚,除了电脑电话电视,还有什么可以做的?看报纸知天下事,看了...听歌培养高尚品德,听了,但是都是些悲伤情歌,越听越悲伤,简直不适合我!可恶...再来,看书打发时间加强文笔,看了,文笔大概是没加强反而笑到肚子痛.蝴蝶的书就是有这种魅力. :D

为了星期五的颁奖典礼,从早上就不在班上到放学...可怜哪~做labelling的工作,数目字把我弄得很很很头痛...还有就是老师竟然叫我:"peeeet peeeeeeeeeeeet! ambil itu kerusi!"哇唠耶,人家有名字的好不好.可恶...

再来我就是看那张照片越看越不爽!xiiiindiiiiiie!不爽! yeshhh..灭火灭火. 你以为这样很好玩是吗?可恶.

星期五记得穿blazer我们拍酷酷的照片. :P 哎呀不好意思我们都是model! XP

天原来那么蓝那么宽

我就是不明白你为什么这么喜欢炫耀不属于你的东西，当作你拥有它拥有到多么幸福，然后“呵呵呵”地笑着，高兴着多么多人配合你。你很开心是吧，这么多人配合你呀。
你又没有想过别人在心里是怎么想的。
不爽不爽。

一天到晚在那边不爽人，又几时付出过真心。当局者迷旁观者清，旁人看得出，你对她根本没多少真心吧。哼不予置评。

生气生气，替她打抱不平。


第一场的饯别会。
Adeline, Cathrine, Dongling, Jiaming, Howard, Kokchung. 疯疯癫癫地过完这一个小时。可见你们的目的并没有达到，没有把我弄哭反而笑声不断。=) 更开了一个大玩笑，想起来还真想问我自己，我的脸皮几时变得这样厚。=.=
可惜一张照片都没拍到。T.T 还有我期待万分的SPONGEBOB竟然是那个样子的。更可恶的是要我手拿着两张卡片，拆卡片的时间竟然还遥遥无期？！
奸诈奸诈。

下午吃一顿，晚上又有一顿。（我要肥死了）
华文学会慰劳宴，第一次见识到Form5's的疯狂。还有贪婪，贪那些食物。吃鱼连鱼头仅有的一点肉也不放过。
还有PYS我不会忘记你抛下我去寻开心的仇的，此仇不报非君子也！

懒惰upload和每个人的合照，这一张大合照代表一切。=D yeah, we are crazy. :P
[howard你以为你这样很有型哈？] XPXP


xiasoi xiasoi我自认xiasoi习惯了可是现在就是觉得很糗。x.x



可不可以不要急于否定，我知道我的分量，所以现在抛下一切才知道原来天那么蓝那么宽！(:

imma staying at home and today is WED!

不转了不转了 不做你的木马
停在这一个曾欢笑过的地方
我还天真的以为可以地老天荒
却转阿转阿转到了天昏地暗
不转了不转了 不做你的木马
幸福在最後一圈才分出真假
原来你带我来游乐场只为了好玩
我却当它是一个天堂

 Love this song. 林宇中 - 不转木马 (: i was listening to it the whole night. the chorus part is fantastic! the tempo, i guess.
owh. this was the first time i made my decision for not going to school. The first reason is exams is coming and i got 9 chapters for bio, 11chapters for add maths, 9 chapters for chemistry, 5 chapters for physics, 12 chapters for maths(i guess) and sejarah! omgg. i still left six chapters. T.T cry? no! i never cry for exams. it's stupid.
dont you think someone really looks like a jerk when he or she is crying when he or she gets her results which sucks?
yeah. he or she really look like a moron. hey. CRETIN. i learnt this word from teosim. (:

so today i finished one chapter for sejarah. i tried my best to memorize them. oh okayy. somehow i didnt feel tired although i slept at 2am this morning. It just like 越晚越精神. :P i just worry about my health. what if my liver doesnt work properly. hmmm. it is all the EXAMs fault.
It's not SPM. It's the LAST exam in FORM FOUR!!! Time really flies. I can vaguely remember the orientation 2010, concert, prefects probation period, sport day. And the latest one is Foodfair, which i think is the last activity in 2010. my form four year passed like that.

what a pity my wish haven't come true! Some of them did really happened. ermm. for example, a full-framed spectacles, a text message from someone, lots of birthday wishes from friends(actually i got lots of wishes at facebook there, but it counts?). oh well, i met new friends too. It is one of my wish.

What will happen the day after tomorrow? I have no idea. Please don't ask me this type of question. it's annoying. =S

so after the final sem-exams i gonna go kuching ALONE to sit for the IELTS test. OMG. my english really sucks. Apparently i will fail for it. especially for the oral part or the writing part. x.x please pray for me.

Mummy said she will help to keep my phone for the next three weeks. Will give back to me during lunch dinner time or tuition time. oh okayyy. i will not get too addicted to facebook FREE FOR DIGI USERS. haih. stupid. Plus, im lazy. lazy lazy pig, so i really dont wanna reply message sometimes.
Gonna get a new phone in November. Satio, Aino or Vivace? I love SE phones! no nokia phones please. ><

p/s HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dear friend sheryl chai. :) officially sixteen, same age as me! no more argue. :P do enjoy your life. best wishes for you. :DD

我们的想象力

最近我真的疯了，我承认。;)

遇到认识的人就说“生日快乐！”
每个人的反应都不同。分成三种，一：不要脸型，也就是说明明不是生日却说thank you!   二：一脸茫然型，听到我的生日快乐后就一脸茫然地看着我，脸上写满问号。   三：茫然后顿时不要脸，眼神空洞地望着我后就说thank you礼物在哪里?
我的朋友真的是各式各样。
（不要恶意批评我的文笔，好久好久没有好好地看一本书。）

说到书，上个月刚买了看完了蝴蝶大四喜系列的最后一本-云鬓乱。说真的，蝴蝶的文言文真的很好，华文文言文理解肯定拿满分！(:
 我还发现原来蝴蝶目前可能是想穿越时空吧。有四本书都是写穿越时空的，现代到大明朝。我是不大喜欢穿越时空的题材啦，可是被蝴蝶的幽默征服了。XD

迷上林宇中的活到一百岁，曲风和“七天追到你”很像。
喜欢一首歌通常是爱上它的歌词。

小時候牽牽小手 像幸福小倆口
不瞭解天長地久 愛要單純很多
十來歲情竇 開不成氣候
還不懂溫柔 就開始懂心痛
越長大之後 真心越是缺貨
愛到老變成過時的口號
所以我們都寂寞

二十歲牽錯的手 三十歲牽一條狗
六十歲牽枴杖獨自過
人說對的人總會在下一個路口
是對是錯還不是分兩頭
二十歲像一把火 三十歲像一條狗
六十歲像過期的啤酒
就算活到一百歲又怎樣 一個人活
不如有個人囉嗦

十來歲情竇 開不成氣候
還不懂溫柔 就開始懂心痛
越長大之後 真心越是缺貨
愛到老變成過時的口號
所以我們都寂寞

二十歲牽錯的手 三十歲牽一條狗
六十歲牽枴杖獨自過
人說對的人總會在下一個路口
是對是錯還不是分兩頭
二十歲像一把火 三十歲像一條狗
六十歲像過期的啤酒
就算活到一百歲又怎樣 一個人活
不如有個人囉嗦

所以我們都寂寞
二十歲牽錯的手 三十歲牽一條狗
六十歲牽枴杖獨自過
就算憧憬跟著歲月慢慢變傷口
還是渴望有個人到白頭
二十歲像一把火 三十歲像一條狗
六十歲像過期的啤酒
如果活到一百歲會怎樣 兩個人活
這一生不會白活

还有阿杜的“没什么好怕”，徐佳莹的“极限”和“绿洲”。:DD

i like listening songs when im studying. but actually im not studying. is hallucinating. :)

我发现我们的想象力真的很丰富。

“戴着太阳眼镜的金发美女，手提LVbag，另外一边手握iphone。旁边有个金发帅哥，蓝色眼瞳，身高185，muscular body.. 然后后面跟着一个人拉着一车的行李，行李也是LV牌的。走出机场，一部法拉利停在那里接她。to be continued.”

这就是我们在physics课时最丰富的想象力。

玩

我珍惜的校园生活。
有时候很懒得到学校去，想窝在家里看看书、睡睡觉。但是，就算得到妈妈允不上学的允许后，我还是会很早很早就起床，准备到学校去。不知道为什么，到了学校就像到了另一个家。知道为什么吗？因为我有你们。

很多时候上课上到一半我们会偷偷说话：评论老师的点点滴滴、说说八卦...总之，什么都说。甚至有些时候会伸出手，握住对方的手。(这不是搞les)还有就是会突然间就大笑起来（通常只有我会这样），笑到气接不上来，发出那种快窒息后求助的声音。这时候，你们就会说我siao。
没关系，这样我很开心。:)

有很多东西不能一下子说出来，不然你们会消化不良。所以等适当的时候就会说，所以不要讲我相信谁，不相信谁。

想把以前看过的外国人高中生活的movie拿出来再看过。17 Again. Wild Child. blablahblahhh. 还有哪些recommend下。XD 一个月后一定看。

我已经努力忍着不去看床一眼，这样就不会想睡觉，拥有的时间就能多一些，能完成的事也多一点。人就是能超越极限，所以我能坐在椅子上睡、站着睡。但是就是不能趴在书上睡。这种睡姿，我怎么也睡不着。所以考试时我不会睡觉，只能趴着闭起眼，想睡都不能睡。

考完试后，也就是一个月后，记得我们要high一整天。boulevard, miri park, parkson, imperial, tanjung...只要有得玩的地方我们一定要去！

想到玩就high.谁不喜欢玩嘛吼？

少给我一点希望，希望就不是奢望。我从来不然自己有希望，这样希望才不会是失望。
可是，人就是不能永远都跟着自己的意愿做事，所以才有“身不由己，必不得已”这两句话。



至少，我比你开心。如果我因为你这个无谓的人而生气的话，我这一天就太不值得了。还有就是，我还是不认同你。不认同，不是不喜欢。（我忘了你很喜欢曲解别人的意思，然后又搞一大堆事情〕我还忘了，你不会看到这篇。我说了自己爽。

学生去学校的目的，学习还是其次，为学校大无薪工才是重点。credits to chee. :DD

话是说得没错啊，一个星期里有几天是能够一整天呆在课室里没任何琐事烦恼？又有几天是没有在上课时间没在班上，冒着被demerit的危险到处走。
但也无可否认，这种繁忙的学生生活的确为我们的将来打下好的基础。这也是为什么美中生毕业后上大学比较能适应大学生活。
有好有坏啦。

只是我的成绩可以说是一落千丈啊。惭愧。下个月的考试，最后一次了一定要做的好！

有时候不是我不说，是不能说。反正你们以后会知道的。=))

矛盾啊矛盾

努力了半年终于成功了，虽然没有别人羡慕的100分，但我真的很很很满意了。我说过我们一起努力的，虽然你失望了，但是别担心，我们继续努力。加油。add maths, bio, bm...满足了。剩下physics. 期望蛮大的，毕竟付出过努力。现在只祈祷别被打手心就行了。

最近受的打击其实还蛮多的，一大堆的工作就这样压下来。说穿了还是我自己懒吧。对着将近15项的to-do-list，我很无奈地叹气却又下不了决心去做，总要等到最后一分钟才去做。算了吧，我的本性就是这样，改不了就是改不了。

但还是得改是吧？@.@

当了坏人当一个月了，其实也不算坏吧，就只是ignore而已。有些朋友说干得好，有些说“你不需要这么坏吧”矛盾啊矛盾。其实我想过要当个像好人的坏人，也想想讨厌一个人这么累啊。再来一句，算了吧你。

回想中四这半年的确发生了许多事，我曾经问过自己为什么自己曾经的好朋友会这样认为；为什么他会这样做；而最重要的是为什么我干了这么多傻事。还有就是为什么当初会有这么一个决定，而这个决定却不能有一个结局。至少我能有这么几个月的回忆可以回忆。:D

那一天听到这样一个事实，我吓到了。之前是有这么一个猜测但是我很快地把对你们信任的程度盖掉了自己的猜疑。听到你亲口对我说，我说了没关系。伤心吗？伤心吧。发生都发生了，也发现其实认识的时间的长短也紧紧影响着一段友情的真诚度。很多很多话我都没说，说了反而会把情况弄得更糟。心存芥蒂吗？没有。真的没有。

直到现在，似乎还没有人愿意听我说。
有时候真的觉得没有人愿意听我说说话，总觉得他们在敷衍。敷衍惯了，我也懒得说了。说了也是白说，不是吗？

还有就是给一个朋友衷心的祝福吧。你的努力我们都看到了。有时候在一起的确会有些距离感，这个我不知道你感觉得到吗，但的的确确我偶尔会感觉的到。可是别忘记我会给你支持的。别忘了你还吃过我喷了还不知道的口水。T.T 加油吧。没有人是完美的。做到自己问心无愧就好了，不要因为别人的言语而左右自己的心情。这个需要超高的EQ哦，你就慢慢去领悟吧。

有些事，还是你知我心，我知你心就好。不用说得太明白。

woah. finally finished my exams. One more exam to go!
year end semester exams. then FORM FIVE. SPM. awwwhh.

form five friends still suffering ahha! jiayou my dear. you can do it.

by the way, tomorrow is national day. BIG day for Malaysia and Malaysians. LOL
Should i go to merdeka mall to witness the opening ceremony? but i wanna go parkson too! love parkson more.

i need to start packing by 2mr. lots of stuffs to bring. woah. im so excited yerr. tee-heeee. hope there's wifi. i wanna on facebook! will post some photos too if im not lazy. XD

to-do-list over there:
-watch movie(s)
-shopping
-beach! picnic at the beach.
-eat.
and of course, try to chat with those people. i nid to improve my english!

=)

somehow i felt so bored after exams.
that's all.

phew

PHEW~

obviously, im tired.
tired of all those nonsense things. hmmm. nonsense? dont blame me

exams week coming soon. this time i gonna go to pustaka. uh-huh. small little cousins coming back and will stay at my room for a week. i don't think i can accept the grade "C" or "E" or "D" after i get my test papers back.

it was really my fault to activate the facebook, free access by digi. == but somehow it is quite lame. except updating status, spamming others wall and doing all those lame things, there is nothing to do on facebook using mobile phone. photos! digi said there's extra charges! uhhhh.

whatever, gonna go to bed now. i slept 3 hours only last night. arggghhh.

btw, today i had a nice chat with you. jiayou. =)

there's a crazy city

there's a crazy city. I bet no one can reach there because it is my very own dreamscape.

每个人都有自己的梦想吧。其实梦想分成很多种。小小的希望，也可以被称之为梦想。
执着对我来说是褒义也有时是贬义。
执着得开心那我替你开心吧，执着得不快乐我希望你可以学会放手。

朋友为什么要当成那样呢？不是应该互相包容吗。欣赏朋友的优点，包容朋友的缺点。包容并不是容忍。

In my crazy city, i own a Mercedes car. I can drive without the driving licence. There is a garden. It is a blaze of colour at the time. I love the tree houses. I can swing from one tree to another tree, just like a Tarzan. Hey, it's not related to weight or gravitational force anymore. =P

这样吧，简单来说我只要全部朋友开开心心就好。我们改变不了别人的想法，那就只好改变自己的想法。或许有人会认为这是没有主见或思想跟着别人跑。但，把脑洗干净，一切都放开最好。

有句话说，旁观者清。呀，我现在明白了。
其实不是只有你有错。

凡事，先看看自己是如何的。

I conjure up a school made of chocolate. Kit Kat, Beryl, Dairy. Chocolate that can reproduce by the biochemical reaction, MITOSIS(hiya, this is bio)=D

坚持自己小小的梦想，但不要被那小小的东西压抑着。
坚持自己有理的想法，但不要把那想法硬嵌在别人那。

最近的日子

Ahh.最近过得还蛮开心的，因为我把烦恼都丢掉了。其实烦恼大都是自找的吧，把东西想得简单些，做人也做得简单一点。当然，心情也会更简单，简单得我只想要的那一种－开心的。

有人说这样只是自欺欺人，逃避现实。是没错啊，逃避现实。我就是喜欢这样你管我啊。我的人生我自己规划自己操控。无谓人的一些冷讽热噪对我来说只是蚊子在耳边嗡嗡响。有时候还蛮讨厌这种嗡嗡的声音。去过自己的生活啦，管东管西，干脆去管海边啦。

－以上皆不是本人的经历，打个比方罢了。－

说真的我有时候是喜欢逃避现实。选择性地去面对自己满意的现实。也没多少现实是美好的。至少我把它们的格式转换了。同样的一张塔罗牌，正反都代表不同的意思。至于我要如何去选择，那真的是我的选择。

真正地忙碌了起来，每天都要想着明天该把哪些东西完成，该做些什么东西。一张清单列下来的东西可不少。到底我几时才能过回以前的日子呀？

常识比赛选拔赛，本来是打算弃权了。可是想想这或许是种不负责任的行为吧。所以就以玩玩的心态去选拔赛。

而我，大笑了。

多久没这样好好地放开怀在课室里面对老师咧开嘴哈哈大笑起来了？每天回到班上就是赶功课。真的好久没时间这样好好地笑笑。

大笑到脸红，泪流。一直压抑却不断爆发的那种笑。

显而易见，我们喜欢的都是八卦，明星的花边新闻。八卦是人的天性，别在骂别人八婆八公了啦。

也许你从来都没信任过我，也许我也不在乎了。问题久了我也懒得去想了，但我还是超不喜欢你ignore我。

我告诉我自己，我都把你们排在第一顺位。千万不要让你的位子滑落。这个，我可不担保。

我们是一个team的。听到这句话真的很感动。曾几何时我们素未谋面会变成一个大家庭？

珍惜这短短的一年，满满的回忆。

幸不幸福都是自己决定的。凝住幸福的方法，就是感受幸福。

上课

最近就是忙忙忙，可以整天没上课，也可以半天没上课。

今天终于好好待在班上一个上午，上了数学物理历史课。坐在靠窗的位子，那里的视野很好，蓝天白云，高耸的建筑物。和朋友们研究着云，看着云的飘动，形状的变化......胡乱地跟朋友幻想，疯疯癫癫地说着我脑海中幻想着十年后的故事，他们无奈又好笑地看着我。还有就是专心地上课，看着白板，看着老师。

原来，上课也有有趣的一面。

说真的，上课时我可以装成很专心听课的样子，其实我的思绪却飘得远远的。觉得我的听觉大概还不错吧，发白日梦的当儿，若听到有兴趣的事情时，我的思绪会自动地飘回课堂上。很少会直接趴下来睡觉，不是因为不敢，而是趴着睡觉很辛苦，会扭到颈项耶。

注意上课时每个人的小动作，是我奇怪的习惯。坐在课室后面，可以看到的东西很多很多。哈哈，谁在偷吃东西我都知道。


原来我这么喜欢上课呀。

=)

又下雨了。
她很喜欢跟我报告一些有的没的的事情，其实对我都蛮重要的。所剩的这几个月时间，希望你那时所谓的口头承诺会兑现。不容易满足是人的本性，一步步走来，都代表着每个奇迹。

miracles，对就是奇迹。
希望这奇迹会发生，一直发生。

im stubborn stupid but im happy.

im totally blur with the chemistry. i was not at class last week for three days. THREE days! haha.

anyway, today was a great dayy! i mean that, really mean that. it was the time problems, work problems and whatever! you will never know what im saying right?

haha... great day. intuition tells me it's a great day. ;D

im stubborn stupid but im happy.

band competition. CHMBB rocks to the MAX!

the event-brass band competition 2010 zon miri-bintulu was finally ended. actually our department was having a special job. but then, because of some reasons we became the most free one. ;D

then we went to teacher's office. suffering! we hate tally, but after the "lecture", we decided to love it. well, finally our speed increased. tee-hee. drawing tally and doing the statistics. actually we enjoyed the time. we chatted about everything and teased each other.

we were having fun today. tiring. but really happy.

back to the topic. our school band is just... GREAT! they deserved it. =) enjoy watching other school band performance too! we love shouting and clapping! (others may think we are kixiao)

=) a nice day. duhh! im not going to class again tomorrow. except chinese lessons. =) gonna finish the thinggie asap. jiayou!

hey jiayou! we can do it! =}

sixteen.

thanks to all my fren, for giving me such a MEMORABLE b'day.

it was happy, it was suprised. anyway, thanks.
i dun hav the time to write a long post. so, just a short update.

the special bank box. the cuuteee dragonfly. the korea thinggie. the special b'day card.and all the things. thanks. especially the b'day notebook. loving it while hating it.

;D anyway. thanks for the advice too. love u all.

bye. happy birthday to me! sweet sixteen. im not gonna to forget today.

tiring days.

tired.

i stayed back in the afternoon everyday for this week. reached home around 5pm, took bath then sleep. or went tuition. tiring days. but i love it.
emm, today was a memorable one. i stayed back till 5.45pm. after KM then went back to class, help decorating the class. spider web. bloody eyes. cacat hands. and ghost! oh ya, witch too. ;D wait and see ya..
almost the whole day i didnt stay at class. helping puan zakinah at kh room. ewww, i hate red onions. hate it! tears spurt out when im "handling" them. got a plate of fried mihun and a can of cola as a thanks gift. errr, i hate cola too.

so i've got all my test papers. improved. but still got rooms for improvements. i'll try my best until i got A in my bio. maintain the Grade A in chemistry and physics. add maths, no more carelessness! it is a deal.

deal. i deal with myself again. never care about the person who never respect you. haih.. but i know after a while i will break my promise. i always do that.

it is the last day. LAST!

first day of the new semester

it's the first day of the new semester!
i woke up early in the morning after the alarm rang for half an hour. ;D i hate wake up early. x.x

went morning duty
back to class
shouting when i saw someone cut her hair
chit chatting with the gang
got the test papers
chit chatting about out childhood (the butterfly hairclips)
and then lunch
watched mr yong rotan ppl. x.x it's so painful.

it was the day of the new semester. quite boring. oh, i still slept for half an hour. i guess so. im too tired!!!

gonna sleep now. it is 6.20pm right now and im going to sleep! sleep. duhh.

hieh.

*DRUM.

hey one more days! are we going to do nilam? i thought upper form students don't do nilam? yiih. yet i just copied from my previous form one two three nilam. that's all. hehe. i just remembered that i havent done my chemistry peka. wooow. haih. give up?

one more days to get the test papers. hoo-ahh, the terrible marks? NO!
gonna finish the so-called-job next week. MUST! this is the target for us. ;D yeah, jiayou. yeeerrr, someone's trying to look after us. make sure we dont snake. hieh.

this morning was the spotcheck training. it was indeed a "memorable" one.. haha, but we really learnt a lot. ;D

i just finish tidying my desk. clean and tidy! =D a new start for the new semester!

movies movies. last movies for this holidays. so bye.

two more days to go. wphew...

attended the Bsmm training camp for four days. im sorry i couldn't help out at the last day. XO it was a nice memories. with the members and ajks. yaaah, i love these four days although it was tired.

i still have three bio peka(s), six chapters in maths workbook, two chapters in sejarah workbook. ohya, two chinese newspaper reports. lots of homework right? before this i got twelve bio peka(s) and i've done nine! yeappee.

love this song.郭静 - 聊天

这是第几天 这一座城市每天在下雪
彷彿在嘲笑我 现在的心很冬天
这是第几遍 你口中的快乐要我成全
你没点头说抱歉 我却回首说再见
最后 我们聊着天
我们约在当年 你表白的咖啡店
真的可惜了昨天 当时拍的好多照片
一天累积成一年
我们爱的熟练 现在都变成纪念
若有机会再聊天 我的心会藏很远
这是第几天 这一座城市每天在下雪
彷彿在嘲笑我 现在的心很冬天
这是第几遍 你口中的快乐要我成全
你没点头说抱歉 我却回首说再见
最后 我们聊着天
我们约在当年 你表白的咖啡店
真的可惜了昨天 当时拍的好多照片
一天累积成一年
我们爱的熟练 现在都变成纪念
若有机会再聊天 我的心会藏很远
最后 我们聊着天
我们约在当年 你表白的咖啡店
真的可惜了昨天 当时拍的好多照片
一天累积成一年
我们爱的熟练 现在都变成纪念
若有机会再聊天 我的心会藏很远
朋友简单的聊天 希望会有那一天

;D gonna iron my uniform now. bye.

a short update.

i haven't finish my homework. yet there's one more week to go.

whew, i felt too glad that i didnt make the decide to meet you today. yish. i had a good tight sleep last night and a rest today. I had no transport to go school so cant help out. >< sorry.

by the way, i gonna keep the dvd player soon. Otherwise i wont do my homework! i just finished watching autumn's concerto and currently addicted to vanness wu. wowooowww, maybe next month i'll be addicted to Edward(Robert Pattinson) AGAIN. The twilight series-ECLIPSE will be out soon. ;D i prefer to buy dvd instead of watching in the cinema.

i had the worst experience in cinema last Thursday. urh. We're watching Karate Kids and it was definitely NICE. but I was sitting at the second row. Somehow after a while i felt like wanna vomit. So i slept for 15 minutes and tried my best to get used of the loud LOUD sound effect.



just a short update. gonna play facebook to the MAX. ;D

cool.

phew. im tired.

when we're talking can you please pay attention. instead of looking around.
uh oh. FREE from anger please. ya, im trying my best.

yesh. i told you it was really tiring to try and achieve something that can only be dreams. DREAMS. you are only a dream kays? nothing important. dont think that you are v v v important in their heart. urh.

im not angry. not angry not angry.

that's the reason. ;D

♥ today.

♥ today. that's all.

oh ya, and SMILE.

whew

whew. do i have lots of things to do? uh-oh.
i tried to do my bio practical experiments. just copy copy and copy. i just wondering why our teacher taught so fast, HIGH SPEED, and actually i didnt really get what she said. geee... She taught till chapter six and after holidays, we gonna do the chapter 4 experiments. yiih. I hate doing experiments, especially when you know you will fail it, the conclusion must be-the hypothesis is not accepted. eww. haiya, our group members' fault? We are group 3, Esther, Rika, Ian, Jeffu, Esther.T and me! XO. not our fault. Tee-hee.

Holidays. The first week. The fifth days.

HOW AM I GOING TO SPEND MY HOLIDAYS?! tell me tell me!
im quite free on the first two weeks.
online, facebook, msn, text msg. and sometimes go to school to complete my job. that's all.
oh ya, piano practice. Exams soon.T.T

err, my schedule is not so full, compared to Brass Band members. ;D jiayou to all myy BB friends.
every morning. It's hard for me to wake up early kay. 4am, the earliest. 9am, the latest.
we should get enough sleep to keep our body healthy always.
(sleep late and wake up late isn't a good way to lead a healthy life.)
im still drowsy with sleep currently. ><

Things i should do for my holidays: TIME IS PRECIOUS!!! XOXO

• Piano practice. Scales, the three pieces and Aural.
• girls outing. ( i think my mum will say NO)
• library, BOOKS! seba's books. (=
• play online games, heyy it was the first time i played online games. small kids games but it's really very funny.
• Autumn's Concerto❤ finish the whole drama first and watch it again!
• On facebook to the MAX! (my mum said she's going to block the website. who cares? i can unblock it again. Sheshhhh.)
• Msn Chatting too! 
• Msg in the dark until i fall asleep.
• Try to have a sleep at my living room, on the plush sofas.*actually i want to watch movies till midnight.
• Download the latest songs and update my phone songs lists.
• tidy up my table, bookshelves. I already cleaned them, before the exams and on the first day of holidays. But it still looks messy. 
• Upload holidays photos. FB. ;D
• Homework, again
• Do my job. urh.

overall, DO SOMETHING WORTH REMEMBERING, that's all, enough.

What looks obvious in hindsight was not at all obvious at the time. Believe is the most important elements in IT.(it?) Im a complete ignoramus in it. So, best wishes for you and you and you. All of you. yeeh, of course Me too.

What's my outlook on holidays? Sleep, eat, play.
Im enjoying.

midst.

for being such a IDIOT.

if it's just fun

then i tell you it is not funny.

the memories are just

MIDST

disappear

a.s.a.p

the limit.

It was the third day of holidays. Oh gosh, it was really boring. No girls shopping, no texting, no lots of drama. Somehow the messages I received during exams are more than those I received now.

I spent the lunch time watching xia yi zhan xing fu. I’m currently addicted to Vanness Wu, instead of the drama. ;D *high 5 sheryl. Missu missu.

I gonna find something to do from tomorrow onwards.

“Practise ur piano pieces and scale please!”

Whew, piano test is just around the corner, right at the end of June. Oh My God. My three pieces are just “ma ma dei”(eng: not so ok). Aural test, it will be absolutely-F.A.I.L. Since I never practice scales appregios before this…. It’s really a tough job for me to practise it for three times per day. It’s my target. Three times per day. I must do it. I cant fail la… the registration fee is kinda expensive okay?

Hey, I found that when a person is angry, he or she cant just diam diam. So I felt so SHUANG after scolding those people. For this time, I will not apologize. It’s you two fault. You and you are incorrigible liar.

LIAR.

Do best friends tell lies? Not only one lie, there were lots of lies. I thought firm friends didn’t do this. So we are not firm friends. We are friends. XO.

I preferred to watch movies, INSTEAD OF SCOLDING PEOPLE THAT NEVER KNOW WHERE THEY WRONG AT AND KEPT SAYING SORRY. Sorry no cure. But I always told you that it heals. Ya, it heals, I WILL NOT care for you anymore. AT LEAST, there is no longer the care I gave before. Maybe you didn’t appreciate it before. 我不认为我本身很好但至少我对他们真的是用了真心。

You thought I’m stupid? Maybe i am really a stupid friend for you. but everything has the limit. even spring has the elastic limit.(ahha) i cant be sure that i will always be good or how, everyone has his or her own perangai.

如果哪一天发现原来变革是这么容易，我不敢担保我会做出什么事来。
人总会在极限中发现自己的潜能，我找到了我跟你说，就是破口大骂。
phew, 舒畅。

给一个朋友的话：
我知道你面对了一些问题，你不想说我也不逼你吧。只希望，我们开心就好。
或许我们的问题根源都一样。所以开心吧，人家开开心心没有理由我们不开心。这太不值得了。
对不对？加油！

Phew, don’t wanna talk about it anymore. I hate this. Apparently I’m gonna get used of the lie(s). YIIH. What will ensue from this? See ya.

Whatever?

It is 2010.5.30 10:19pm

Lunar calendar 4.17   Alarm OFF.

Sunday     Temp 31°C

Somes are being so “childish”. XD like two small kids fighting for toys.

p/s Likim, do you know who’s these two small kids.? ERHERM

stop thinking of that, although being their friends really felt good. I know I still have lots of loving and caring friends, who never tell so MUCH lies on me.

I love all of you. [likim: dun shy]

幼稚

哎呀,不要说很闷因为忙碌的日子即将开始.

难得可以待在家里,累的时候倒在床上,闷的时候看看书,打通电话找人聊天..再不然就到屋子后面拔草喂蚊子,还有应付老妈的碎碎念.

只是,这样的生活充实吗?

哦对了还忘了一大堆的功课,我想我还是和以前一样,到了最后一天才会死命赶,一边骂着为啥这么多功课..其实是自己拖到最后才做不能怪别人吧.

今天试图让朋友冷静,其实自己也好像也冷静不下来..其实人家都没说过她是自己的朋友,一切都只是自己的心甘情愿和愚蠢.那样很好玩哦?是呀对她来说也许很好玩.她期待我要有什么反应吗?安抚朋友的当儿自己也想了很多.

幼稚.

就是这样的.到时候下不了台的时候该怎么办呢.俄哦.

im currently addicted to 下一站幸福. VANNESS WU are really handsome. im loving him.
The Twilight Saga: Eclipse movie will be coming soon, yeah, right at the end of june. oh yea, im loving robert pattinson too.


im trying not to think about the nonsense thing le. i just wondering why you want to say like that. just to "hien". oh gosh. hien la, dont hien to me. for what i care is, i treat you as my friend but you never said that u are my friend. NEVER EVER SINCE.

请不要对号入坐,现在喜欢这样做的人很多,actually自己也是这样的人.

两个星期的考试我偷偷换了位子，刚好冷气狂吹得位子啊。考试考到一半双手会麻掉，困了可以拿来冰脸让自己清醒。尤其是在考physics bio chemistry这几科的这几天根本是在跟时间赛跑。感觉上题目好像都做不完的那种。

最气人的就是essay questions. ESSAY还没关系，我接受的了。重点是那个"ANSWER ANY QUESTIONS"，我做完了两题才看到。ＢＩＯ让我真真正正体会到绝望是怎么样的感觉。


老妈终于肯给我看下一站幸福了．im outdated. ahhaaa.
whatever. he's so handsome. =D

things happened suddenly. urh.
whatever im not going to bother it anymore. should i delete it first? xD just a small case dont worry. ahha

btw the air con, duh. i hate air cond now!
exams in upper form=write, write and WRITE!
one blue pen for a week.

im wondering why there are so so so many forward msg.

i found a special way to memorize lothar meyer's curve? ;D credits to Likim. her copyrights.
haha

anyway chemistry is kinda nice or interesting if you put your whole heart on the subject, read it slowly, and digest it. XD
i found that texting can prevent me from falling asleep! Geee... thanks to the girl who msg with me last night. She's just so so so funny, but caring. XD a nice friend.

uh-oh. study!

p/s heard that band members still need to parade this afternoon for miri city day! jiayou ba...in both parade and exams.

=) two more days to go.

终于考试告了一段落
还有五科XD

这次的考试还蛮不错的
（到时候拿到成绩就不这么想了）
因为有些人没有考所以位子空了许多
偷偷地换了位=)终于不用面对墙壁了视野好了许多

唯一不爽的就是做旁边那个一直jio我

生活中的美
认真地感受生活就是一种美

所以呢我不予置评只希望你加油就好

the song. recommended.

hmmm!
i like listening to songs when im doing add maths or homework. but not when studying sejarah or biology.
there are almost 400++songs in my handphone. i didnt actually listen to all new songs.x.x

till last night, i found it.

转动 林俊杰

还来不及看你最腼腆的笑容
任性的时间却不肯停止转动
总在落幕后才学会如何珍重
他们总爱流言蜚语言不由衷
突然我明白你有多孤独惶恐
泪水淹没了爱要在那里降落

你让真爱转动
让自己不停梦
身在其中绕成圆周
悲欢都全被你包容

你让灵魂转动
用爱燃烧夜空
无可取代的
你在我心目中
因为你让生命感动

所谓整个世界
原来只是你我
也许生命只有两个简单选择
谁来当观众
谁在剧情中喔~
渺小的我因为你而勇敢的梦
但愿我能对着你说你多独特就在不言中感谢你一路陪我

 i like his voice. it's kinda clear or CLEAN?
the rhythm and music is nice too, because it's my taste! XD

ntg special today. just that someone likes to ask some stupid things. XO but i dont care.
yarla i dont care it.


did you know that you make me happy when i saw that?
but i'd deleted it already.

sports day 2010

hey im getting darker and darker. they showed the different reaction.
mommy: argggghhhh!!!! (just screaming)
lil bro: ewwww~ (you also dark k?)
piano teacher: it's the healthy skin colour. (i know she's cheating me)

im sunburnt. it was the first time i got sunburnt because of im AH MA. i forgot to apply sunblock and stayed under the sun for 10+hours. whatever, i will get well soon.

erm, it was really a great experience. 没有多少机会能在太阳底下晒一整天,对不对?
standing there. without moving for almost 45 minutes. XD

i was in charge of lompat tinggi. somehow it looked like an easy job but it was not!

i helped at the KH club stall. XD actually i didnt help much lar, so sorry.
helping to sell the syrup, french fries and jagung. it was really SHUANG to be the boss. i like collecting money. $$
我还A了一点食物咧.paiseh.

嘿被我抓到了

lunch time. We went to parkson. There was a shortcut yer... and we reached parkson faster than clement's gang. tall=long legs is not equal to walk fast. bwahahhaaaa.

see, im getting darker. sui bian la. sien diao.

*more pics on FB.*

i didnt go for the miri run. sleeping in the bed is more preferable. guess what? i slept for four hours at noon and then 13 hours at night till this morning.
im pig. love being a pig.


去防备别人太难太累了,选择相信比较简单、快乐.

我不喜欢你扭曲事实,不是因为别人的言语,只是那是我亲眼所见.我亲眼看见事情是这样发生的,也相信他是这样说的,但从你口中说出的又是另一种说法,而这种说法是故意让我生气吗?哦对不起吼,那不关我的事,只是你一昧地以为我在乎.

其实,在乎的是你吧?
还有我,因为我不喜欢你欺骗我.

i love today

please believe me that i tried my best. oh ya, it goes on.

im frustrated that day. anything happened in your class and it was NOT supposed to be the main reason for you to do that.
duuuh, uh-oh, so today i forgave you. it's not because you are my somebody else.
expect the breaking dawn in the dark night, all stars glimmering?
i wish. anything i wished.

everyone's saying that. guessing here and there. so im gonna believe it or not? just wanna thanks to one of my fren! ta-daaa, msging with me till late night, and seeing me Hao lian-ing.... XOXO happy jiu hao ok?

it is MAY. get it? it is May!!! oh gosh. exams month.
and there is school annual sports day this friday and saturday.
Miri run too! weeee... i want the t shirt. XD
and im going to parkson for my mom's present!

i love today. love it. as much as i can.

heyy, im really so lazy to update. lols.
but im not lazy writing or conteng my notebook, not lazy to read novels, not lazy to do something elso.
ohh, except studying.

two more weeks to go. EXAMS
omg, i havent start my revision yet. when i decide to study, i fall asleep. it seems to be a norm k?
wadever, gonna study till so late before exams. students owez do dat.

i cant stop thinking that way. everyone warns me before.
but i really think the person A is a good friendly one.
anyway, i think i should believe myself, it's not a wrong choice.

there's no more afternoon class for us next week! hoooray.
oh maybe there's kawad training. lols.

jiayou bahz. sunblock, cap, towel and sunglasses for next week!!!!
;D

see, that's why i give up. but failing is better than not trying. i remember this.

oh gosh. i'm going insane. not feeling tired at 12.45am.

One piece. bwhahahaa, luffy's cute! =)
btw im not addicted to one piece. it is not easy for me to love something yeh..

yiih. four physics lessons on monday.
im going to FISH. get it?!
please slap me if teacher's approaching.

im so lazy to type. sorry hmph.

sometimes.
okayys.
deal.compromise.

;D

			well, actually im quite lazy to update.	ur-hurm.

weekend

提早说声生日快乐给亲爱的你！muahhhhahhaaa
esther su, 很自恋地说FB那个是关于你的。哎哟

:D 这个星期的weekend只有一天，可悲

窝在被窝里听歌
x幸福哦

阿杜-没什么好怕
歌曲：没什么好怕
歌手：阿杜


天空灰了眼泪流着
我已不会再听你的胡扯
离开的话就 算挣扎
也都只在我
眼泪流干过后我会好好过
我突然沉默
是因为我正在思索
我想要的生活

没什么牵挂
没 什么好怕
没了暧昧活得更自在洒脱
不再和你拖拖拉拉
我世界应该更辽阔
每天在变化
没什么好怕
或许下一个会比 你好很多
为自己默哀一分钟
转头重新来过

眼泪流干过后
我会好好过
我突然沉默
是因为我正在思索
我 想要的生活
没什么牵挂
没什么好怕
没了暧昧活得更自在洒脱
不再和你拖拖拉拉
我世界应该更辽阔
每天在变化
没 什么好怕
或许下一个会比你好很多
为自己默哀一分钟
转头重新来过
没什么牵挂
没什么好怕
没了暧昧活得更自在 洒脱
不再和你拖拖拉拉
我世界应该更辽阔
每天在变化
没什么好怕
或许下一个会比你好很多
为自己默哀一分钟
转 头重新来过

blah.

我只能无奈地说，我开始讨厌电脑了。该怎么说呢，不能上网也就算了。打字打到一半竟然还会整个屏幕暗掉。之后再开机的时候才告诉我说low battery。啊你不会早一些通知我好早一些给你充电啊。Sien diao。


昨天就真的是溺在电脑前一整天。对着这些文字，我告诉我自己，快了，快完了！所有就在现在郑重宣布：真的完了！老妈的催促，不断恐吓我说要把电脑收回。哦好吧，反正我开始讨厌它了。

完成了假期表（三月的那一个）中的其中一个，嘿我松了一口气。

离开电脑，把空调开得大大的。然后爬到床上，躲进被单里。用被把自己裹得紧紧的。花了一个小时，把蝴蝶的书消化完。



樱花树下的约定
原名为焦糖布丁与老人茶



我还是比较喜欢原来的那个书名。
粉红色的封面，天知道我讨厌的就是粉红色。
那不是重点啦……
重点是看到一半，我竟然还会笑到无法停止。或许那是不好笑的东西，原谅我的疯狂。

男主角让我想起了某个朋友。再过一阵子就是一年了。
或许没那么幸运，但或许他现在很快乐。又有谁会知道？


finally i got what i dreamt for. muahhahhaaaa.i will get it after five days or a week! blah....

im addicted to facebook.duh.save me.
OMG.but once again, i really dislike those games.
but i like viewing photos! muahhahhaaaa.wadever.


by the way,
im disgusted with it.another IT.
-BLACKLISTED-

the day after APRIL FOOL. :D

hhhey. :D
it's already APRIL! oh gosh, im wondering why the form one literature said

creeps in this petty pace from day to day

oww..

april, once i heard it's april, subconsciously, i rmb april fool.

there was a girl, who tried her best to cope with her BIO, during the night. suddenly her phone rang. okays, msg from xx.

xx:"2mr im not going to skul. can u pls help me tell teacher about tat?"

OMG, xx broke her leg. the gal LAUGHED. hey, can you imagine tat xx fall down from the staircase? haha..

then the gal replied, "walaoo... why will broke ur leg o.."

"yarla, just back from clinic. the doctor said must rest at home for few days. so can u help me to take hw?"

the girl laughed again. but she really believed it!

"okie, take care yar. =D"

she really believed.

then the next day, when the galwoke up and checked her phone.

"i wanna tell u a special thing. HAPPY APRIL FOOL"

deng deng deng deng.... the girl is me. x.x

sien diao. 31/3 already planning to cheat me. how stupid am i. i still believe xx. hahahhhahhaaaaa.

not yet april fool lerh. not yet april fool then xx cheated me! im sure xx is the ONLY who cheated me this year. surely i will rmb it till the end of my life. sien diao.

im not angry lar haiyoo.

just, funny.

it's a special april fool since it was the first time someone play tricks on me. the first time we changed our venue for chitchatting.

ahha.

then today's GOOD FRIDAY.

im just staying at home. woke up at 6.50am. (ouuuhhh, so early huh for me.) made my breakfast. (2 hotdogs and 2 eggs.) washed my shoes and begs. (begs were really v dirty. the water i used after soaking them was totally black in colour. *_*) 

and then, i cleaned my desk. wowww, *clap.

mom, "how surprise am i that u're cleaning ur own desk! i tot only a gal will do that."

me, "how surprise am i that u're saying that! can u pls belive that ur daughter is really a gal?" 

so, this is BEFORE>< 

really v messy right?

then this is AFTER!!! hiak hiak.

i felt better after seeing this.

somehow, mom said...."is there any difference? it's still MESSY! oh no...."

sien diao! i tried my best to clean it kay? i threw away many RUBBISH edi kay? just, sien diao.

whatever, i think that's neat enough for me then ok lw.

i miss those days. the days we're in 3A. truely missed it so much.

although we were stressed out because of PMR, but the days in 3A were really memorable.

we wished to go back to those days. but it's impossible right?

the days we were all chit-chatting during bm teacher's lesson.

the days we were all hating or disliking er-herm teacher. =P

we can only enjoy the time that we chat about 3A things.

;)

"heyy, face the reality."

yep, the reality is....

i have to cope with BIO. prophase metaphase. OMG. i tot i heard that in twilight movie? bwahahhaaa.

im totally BLUR when teacher was teaching. and then i fish-ed. omg, why these days i like to fish in front of teachers? except during chemistry lessons.

"because the teacher is humourous. funny lerh."

yarla...

then the reality is....

i have to sope with PHYSICS. omg. i'm so lucky that i passed the previous exams. (it's actually not a very good marks. paiseh.) the grade is "C". ==||| we din even get the essay paper. duh..what if the marks is the wrong one?

when everyone asked me the same question....

my answer is "im lazy to answer again." and my face..... |||||==|||||

both hands=ten fingers.

funny huh?

ABSOLUTELY NOT.

CH annual concert 2010

风雨同路，弦途有你
这或许是我进了美中四年以来最熟悉的一个主题吧。

美中文娱晚会和我同岁哦
进入了第16届，让我体验了很多不同的第一次。
第一次我被委任了工作，和拍挡共同努力
第一次我竟然顶撞了她们，玩笑性质的那种
第一次我参与幕后工作，瞧见了幕后的紧张和兴奋
第一次我在这么多人面前发了火
第一次我在幕后玩得这么疯
第一次站上台表演
第一次化妆和set hair
还有，第一次，也是最重要的一次，
我会分辨谁是真正的朋友


明天，要开始努力读书了。

im not angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

无谓自讨没趣对不对？
也许真的不想让人担心，但给我的感觉不是这样！
那一刻我真的就是转身就走。
说是生气，其实也没有。
要生气前几个礼拜已经气过一次了。

我要用我的行动来证明，朋友不是这样的。

sien diao.

yesh.

yesh yesh yesh.
im going crazy. ALMOST crazy. giving myself a big slap on my forehead and saying SIEN DIAO.

im not snaking kay? except for the last few minutes. urhurm.
when im facing those small little words, i fish-ed. that's normal too, teehee, i think so.
they're still sleeping and asking me dun disturb them. omg, what's dat concept.

to challenge and inspire.

i hate that big drain in front of bistro. YESH. im always laughed by them. hey stu, at least i managed to step over it, unlike dat sapo, JUMP over it! and then, when crossing the road... AGAIN, they laughed me. sien diao. laugh laugh laugh.


it's like "sauna" in that room. big applause for me coz i tahan it!
listening to songs, chit-chatting, sms-ing, fishing and typing.
oh well, we finished it today, a small part of all. everyone is busy bout everything.
phew, one more week to go. then we'll be more free.



because i love the day, i have no sorrow to hate it.


apart from that, xx explained to me and i'd no worries now. hoo-ray.
"someone like to think in complicated ways, that's their choice. we do nothing wrong."
yesh, im not scared k.

if that is the answer can you please repeat the question?
haha, stu!

yep.♥

yep.♥

i dun think i can explain one by one. so, my decision is. NOT going to EXPLAIN to anyone.
unless u beg me. yar beg me. lols.

hmm, im quite happy or surprised to hear that. that's expected.
yet i got what sacrifice means. (:

holiday. yeah this is my holiday.
going school like schooldays!
yesh.. can i have a day that me myself can stay with my cuttie pillow♥ and my blanket till 9 or 10 am?!
i know i cant. as someone said dat's called PIG.
hey u oso pig if llike that.

after today;s rehearsal i began to hate my laptop.
YESH.
u need to spend lots of time to find even a chinese word.
and then u still havent finish doing it
BUT, undeniable, i love that job.
too lucky that there're be-♥-ed family member(s) helping me.
pyew, he just simply said few words, and she just helped to type few words(the wrong one)


four more days to go to get my test papers.
too bad that monday i cant go for the physics class.
wuhooyeaaa, that means i'm not going to face my physics MARKS=FAILED.


p/s actually secretly im facebook-ing when i acted like so so so hardworking to complete the works.
ahhaaaaa.
LOLS

specially for euu and u.

只要开心就好。
说了一大堆似乎最重要的我忘了说。

昨晚一下子就把心里所有累积的不满一次过说完了。
可笑的是你最后还问我是不是不爽你。
了解了之后原来身为朋友的我竟然也给了朋友莫须有的压力。
身为其中一位“家人”面对手机密密麻麻的文字我想了很久才能把我想说的话拟出一个重点。
一切的一切等明天吧。

做个汉堡包中间那块肉真的不容易。
我不想吵架。PEACE。

只能说，加油。

so now, i would like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dear fren. CHONG WEN YEN! lols.

ah yen arh.

do u noe i love u?

i love u so muuuch.

i love u so muuuuuuch till u cant imagine.

u're my sky.

u're my land.

u're my everything.

i cant live without u.

yeah, do u noe i love you?

hmmm, i think u noe i love you edi.

so u love u?

oh, sure i think u love me too.

haiyoo, u 16 years old lw lor.

SIXTEEN u noe?

haizz

pls dun so bia for ur studies.

get so high marks till i want kill u.

but i love u i cant do dat!

yesh. wad should i do?

love the teddy?

yeah, i think u love it eh.

but i oso think u love me more.

:))

now because u're shou4 xin1 po2(three days ago d)

i wan tell u a truth.

actually those beautiful handwriting or cute drawing in ur book, textbook, exercise books, are all from ME!

surprise?!
erm, i think no surprise lor coz u owez guess they;re all my product.

just i dun wan admit it nia.

hey u think got ppl so stupid will admit it?

YESH i admit it lw, so how?

im stupid meh.

lols. yeah i think im stupid.

hey chong wen yen.

happy birthday.

=)

p/s 现在觉得本人有一点牺牲太多了。haiz.

holidays

after one whole day training, i'm totally exhausted.
sorethroat+flu. DDuh.

so tommorow i'm going to REST!!! muahahahaaaa.
movies, novels, and time to slleeeeeep. yeappe.
=)

monday there's concert rehearsal. ohhh, it's still ok, not whole day.
enjoy those performance, especially the dance and sing! ***

tuesday REST! wuhooo.

wed too! wuhoo.

thurs the second concert rehearsal during holiday.

friday activity at school.

saturday third concert rehearsal during holiday.

sunday... time to do HOMEWORK! lols.

so my MACRH holiday just like this. Holiday is not actually holidays.
i'm not robot im not superman im just a human!

phew

PHEW.

because of the physics test paper, I'm now so so so tired.

just. PHEW.

song

when everyone's sleeping.
*YAWN.

i think i like facing the wall now. haha

抛给你一罐可乐 冰冰你的头痛
老规矩 失恋 闯祸 准备流泪 要先猛喝
有种感情很独特 像一首电台的歌
再遥远 一响起 你会懂

我是你心牵着心的朋友
像流星陪伴夜空
一句问候难过就好了
我们是挺你到底的朋友
笑容来自你的快乐
听暗号 我们就 喊又

未来的路像郊游 沿途太多坑洞
不小心 跌个 昏头 把手 放在我肩头
有相聚就会分头走 但想念可以漫游
一拨通 胸口就 好暖和

我是你心牵着心的朋友
像流星陪伴夜空
一句问候难过就好了
我们是挺你到底的朋友
笑容来自你的快乐
听暗号 我们就 喊又

不知道时空 已经不再相同
嘿 但是有总感动 怎么放也不会久
在你左右 陪你吹风 再好好用力哭个够
然后我帮你抛到脑后 我会陪你到最后
你告白 陪你约他 你很闷 找我哈啦
我们有 另一个家 不同站 一起成长
就等你 一句话 随时你 想我的话

我们是心牵着心的朋友
铃声只为你接通
你回头 都有我 在等候
我是你心牵着心的朋友
像暖风融入天空
城市海边我都陪你走
我们是永远倾吐的朋友
做最好用的垃圾桶
有苦痛 告诉我 我们懂
有苦痛 告诉我 我们懂

 ha ha ha... i love this song so much.
(:


chemistry arh. the definition.
physics the concept.

whatever. buh bye

i just dont want to leave my bed, my pillows and my blanket. yhhew, hug hug. (:
i slept for an hour right after i back from school.
i'm really really v tired till i slept during... erm, BEFORE chinese lesson started today.
BANG!! i'm sticked to the desk.

Duh, the haze was so so so terrible. it's kinda romantic right? when i walked out this morning.
i hate this.

i still have the time for blogging and facebook-ing.
ahha, wadever..
i've already get used of it.
SO WHAT?!

i think i can tear off that page from the notebook. it's totally because yesterday actually was me, mengamuk.
someone didn't do anything wrong. right? dunnoe
btw, i think someone really did it wrong.. ><

kkkaaays,haha, the giroro will with me lur...
==

不知道该说什么。
嘿，明天我一定一定会把它还给他。

再见咯

when u say goodbye it is really time to leave.

“头发长了该剪了呢”

lucky that u din go for the lesson. time for me to take a deep breath.

hahaha.

busy busy busy. guess what?! mid-term exams next week. OMG.
and physics test 2mr. wui, wui wui.



深呼吸
说再见呗。
it's another one. not u.

HW+ ♥'s B'DAY+bodyguards and assassins+me myself+i ♥ u.. =P

一个新年假期，似乎习惯了十二点一点才睡。还不错呢，考试前可以熬夜。
结果就是今天顶了双熊猫眼去逛街。

超乎自己的预料，这期间我说了很多我没说过的话，其实也没什么大不了的。只不过是在开个好好好好玩的玩笑。然后被他说我神经病。
我也承认过好多次我的确是神经病吼。

面对功课一堆，一个星期后的考试一个，还有被老妈比喻成垃圾场的书桌一个。面对这些搞到我神经错乱的东西我很自豪我自己完成了三项功课。拍手！而这三项功课只不过是七项里的三项，然后我花了四天来搞定这三项功课。其实也没什么好自豪的，惭愧才是。

还当起影评家了咧。第一次。哈哈

十月围城的主题曲蛮好听的，第一次就爱上了它。除了电影内容，或许这首歌就是整出戏的催泪弹呢。

李宇春 - 粉末
作词：岑伟宗 作曲：陈光荣
你的无奈 我不明白 才不懂忍耐
蛮不讲理的小孩 对你的伤害
直到你离开了我才明白
一下子成熟 忘了怎样软弱
昨天的不满 现在换成开阔
也许我浅薄 可不是泡沫
只要为你活过 我就不是粉末
什么大爱 什么时代 我弄不明白
失去了你的悲哀 长埋我胸怀
陪着我勇敢踏进了未来
一下子成熟 忘了怎样软弱
昨天的不满 现在换成开阔
也许我浅薄 可不是泡沫
只要为你活过 我就不是粉末 

本来是要再看一次十月围城，哪知道dvd竟然不见掉！

i miss those days.

but still, i love my home.

so we gonna go back to school after two days. OH NO!! yelling screaming. although i miss the schooldays but i dont want to face the exams paper, especially add maths's. duh, i'll faint seeing those red marks on my paper. FAINT.

anyway, i forgot to post about my brother's birthday as i promised him before. haha... so HAPPY BIRTHDAY my lil bro. 

I love you although you dont love me. but actually i know you love me hahahaaa.

♥ once again i love you cuttie.

 

yoyo.. =)

 

his b'day cake from tanahmas hotel.

chocolate cheese flavor.

it's his b'day present. ♥and he still gave me the box of choco, after eating it and left 3 pieces.

==

 

lastly i love you. haha

i'm not gonna to say that three words to him. orelse he'll punch me. ><

hahahaaaa...

=)

a nice day. but mommy said i had became fatter. OH, wadever. its CNY, doesnt it?!

回家的感觉真好。

哪里都好，就是家里最好。
半夜三更回到家，倒在自己的床上，一下下就睡着了。
回家的感觉真好。

接下来要面对的就是功课。
><
HOMEWORK!!!!

argh.. the exams after CNY gonna kill me soon.
suffering. can you imagine how pitiful that someone need to study when ppl visit her house?
kays, i think put it aside is better for me.

going to watch movie afterwards!!
hooray.

shoo shoo homework.


p/s so what?! i dun care.

happy CNY... =))

first day of CNY, i slept at 2am and woke up at 6 am.
too lucky that i still had energy to play. =)

just two photos 'coz i'm lazy to upload them. ><

the cousins!..♥

waiting.

wui i really cant stand the cracking sound of fireworks.
it came in a sudden and really SCARED me.
and i shouted or shrieked is more suitable in front of all my cousins. ><

anyway, i'm waiting for the countdown.
countdown ONLY. i didnt wait for anything else!


well, actually i cant cheat myself right?

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY.

wishes will not come true if u expect it.
well so i cant always expect that it's true.
because there's no evidence shown to prove that!!!
argh.

BTW happy chinese new year and happy valentine's day.
i think i'm not going to online tonight or 2mr.
and the digi line here... hmm, hope it's under good condition. =))
but its status is always emergency call. haha...
wadever.. i'll try to send my wishes to all my special one.

buh byez.



p/s i forgot that i got lots of homeworks and i left it at there. OWWW....
really bored here. and the comp is always busy serving US. ahha...

W.O.N.D.E.R.I.N.G

reach-ed

wow i reached sibu.
the journey was so bored till i fall asleep. ><
luckily got ppl msg wif me. =))/
yhew... i played a joke. but it really means a joke to me?
haha. anyway, i should be loyal to it.

so today i'm going to enjoy my shopping happy hours!
buy things for someone and someone and someone, my "crazy" family lar...

so byez...

p/s they're still in skul!!!!

the post before leaving miri!!!

hurmmm.... since just now i started to pack my luggage and till now i havent finish packing my clothes, towels and all those stuffs. argh..
do i need to bring some textbooks? mid term exams is just one week after CNY! >< but i think i'm not going to read it duh..

today IS just a wonderful day. except for the bc oral i did. lol, i failed it. haha... so i'm OCBC(orang cina bukan cina). it's too terrible that a chinese can fail her oral test. in BC. =P so i'm going to do it again in groups.. yeah, i prefer this.

then why is it wonderful? after BC oral there're sej test. Phw... luckily it's not too hard and i still managed to answer them, using gun?haha... hey, after the small test, all of us were too crazy and sang the CNY songs. the noticeboard behind was a nice decoration for our classroom. i LIKE it.

I love you

You love Me

We are HAPPY family.

so 4s1-2010 is a big happy family. we love our family. =))
i think the drawing-s on the noticeboard is so awesome, although some of them are kind of..... "yi shu" ahha..

13 hours left. the journey to SIBU. i miss sibu and all my cousins.
so 2mr i'm not ponteng wor... so sad that i miss the LD performance and BB performance haiz...
of coz miss something else. hope i'll not be scoleded. in fact, i'm not wrong!!!!
should learn how to say... "i'm not wrong" when u're really not the wrong one. hmph.

anyway, wish all of u a very happy CNY. gong xi fa cai first. ((:


p/s bear in mind = xx is married. (from sccy and agreed by ccjc.)

NAH. *wink*

i hold it true.. really. at the first sight might become a miracle. ==
i felt something strange, sort of crazy mind or feeling(duh wadever).
when i sorrow the most.

er-herm, not sorrow eh...
yet not moody.
dat's crazy. dont you know i'm always crazy.

anyway i'm getting better after lunch time. after the add maths test.
=(
=)

surely you can make me happy, because of your humourous. nah.

只是个假设
双手合十盼它永远只是个假设。
((:


apart from that, someone really got that power to make me angry.
gerr..
"take it easy, just dun bother her/him."
of coz i wont bother her/him.


bio, chemistry and bm for 2mr!!!jiayou everyone. shoo shoo panda eyes.

i told

i told,  i can live happily ever after. haha

so now i'm happy.
but worrying SEJ.
i read it on my bed and i fall asleep and slept for 2 hours!!!!!!
OMG.

haiz.

=))))))))))

worrying about next week exams. DUH.
gonna sleep at 1 am everyday from now onwards. hey, we bia together o...
rmb our phone call.=P

anyway, unexpected, i'm quite or VERY or EXTREMELY happy since just now.
yar, i LOVE this.
as someone said it really needs courage and dunnoe why i did it.

apple.

wadever lar, u will never know how it affected me.