Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Can we share? :)

我写一封信给回忆 
究竟月光能不能邮寄温暖

眺望夜空那皎洁的月亮
何时能等到飘来的邮件
说要我签收

重回感动重回笑容
原来我说在梦里掉了一个梦
你捡到了 还给我了
:D
你不知道 你其实没收了梦的一部分
好说,我们share好吧.

Facebook

What is facebook? Is it an important part of life? Apparently, it seems to be a part of our daily life.

I was not that addicted to facebook last year, before DIGI launched the 0.facebook.com program. I didn't have chances to sit in front of computer and log in to facebook. Because of the free facebook login program i get to know more about it. and soon, tsk tsk tskkk... get addicted. It was like... July 2010. I started to browse facebook using my phone, without telling my mom. I can still recall that time, she was wondering why I was using my phone everyday. She thought I was texting. hmmm.

However, I found that facebook is getting boring now. Perhaps I get to login everyday, it is like my daily life routine. Back from school, shower, sleep, wake up, then on my laptop. The first website isn't facebook okay(my homepage is not facebook. so im still not so addicted to it right? hehheee), the second one must be facebook. hmmm, I have been asking myself why I get used to login facebook first. and i got no reason. .___. whatever.

Although it is boring, it is a nice way for me to keep in contact with my friends. We used to update our news, talking nonsense, playing wall chat. We seem retarded but we love it. I like to view photos of others and I admit that im such a kepo person. That's because I have kepo friends. (such a brilliant excuse, isn't it?) The worst part of facebook, to me, is the games. Hmmmm, no offense! Games are kinda boring. Childish. *The truth is, I don't know how to play, even there are instructions. Especially that stealing others vegetables game. Apuhhh, I tried to play that before, and I gave up. WHY?!! because I DON'T KNOW HOW TO STEAL! uhhh. yeh, so I concluded that it is childish. oh nope, all of the games are childish. :X

***SEE, IM ON FACEBOOK AGAIN***

Apart from that, I don't like the facebook chatbox. When you are chatting with someone, it can suddenly turns offline. It annoys me lotssssss. So I often keep offline and get rid of those stupid news in a popped up chat from anonymous.



Whatever, I am still addicted to facebook.


Seriously I need SEBA's novels. ><"

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Biology camp 2011

i am back!!! WAHAHAHAHA. freaking tired.

finished my first camp in my life! Frankly, it wasn't that fun, it was educational type. Went to the rocky shore for the transect things, and it was raining damn heavily yesterday in New South Wales. Can you imagine when you are standing on the rocky shore, with the strong wind and big raindrops? with no raincoat? ermm, actually I did bring one there, but it's yellow and I looked like a fireman if I wear it. So, I stood in the rain for approximately two hours.

Then, we went kayaking so that we could reach the mangrove swamp. It was indeed the BEST experience in my life so far. WE(A TEAM OF THREE) HIT A BIG TREE BRANCH, THE BOAT FLIPPED OVER AND WE DROPPED INTO THE WATER. The water is so salty (oh yeh, it's mangrove swamp kay?), and i had an ulcer. ><" how pain was that!!! Lucky that we didn't meet the stingray. Otherwise I will be in the hospital right now. Thank god. We did see one this morning, as big as 32" television.

Night time was the lecture time. I fell asleep. It's boring enough though.
yuhooo. We decided not to sleep but at last we all slept. tsk tsk tskk. It was my first time to sleep in a sleeping bag, with no pillow and my dear spongebob. I would like to say that, it was really a terrible night. Home is the best after all.

The second day, that was also the last day(=.=), we went to the sand dune and did the transect things again. Guys, the dominant plant of sand dune is spinifex. They forms the climax community! (The staff there kept repeating this and thus I could remember this, so well.)

I wore tracksuits and t-shirts with jacket for these two days. The best way to protect my skin from UV rays! I didn't need sunscreen. hehheeee. However, I was like an alien among them. They wore the super short shorts( I wondered how much sunscreen did they need to protect their legs). By the way, I wore tracksuits just to prevent my skin from getting darker. ;S

Talking about meals, dinner was okay, spaghetti bolognaise and salad. Breakfast was.... like kinda pissed me off. FULL CREAM MILK. It's so disgusting anyway. Lunch was burger. UHHH. burger. i hate bread!!!!!!! I was straving when I reached home.

Time to face the assignments and exams results. tadaaaa. Two more weeks then it is my first term holiday! Term one will end in two weeks time! whoaaa. Time really flies. I'm going back! :D

Sunday, March 27, 2011

考完试了补眠补了两天,发现人睡太久也会累的.
然后一个特别的人寄了一封email给我.... 太体贴了hahaha!

恭喜美中特优生!:D
hoiiii!2011 Form5 明年就是你们上报了哦~

最优美的笑是自然的笑; 
最诚挚的笑是发自内心的笑; 
最幸福的笑是甜蜜的笑; 
最高兴的笑是眉开眼笑; 
最巧妙的笑是会意而笑; 
最愉快的笑是又说又笑; 
最得意的笑是点头而笑; 
最害羞的笑是低头含笑; 
最动人的笑是含泪而笑; 
最幽默的笑是别人笑自己不笑; 
最调皮的笑是笑了又笑; 
最热闹的笑是哄堂大笑; 
最自豪的笑是哈哈大笑; 
最骄傲的笑是轻蔑的笑; 
最痴呆的笑是莫名其妙地跟着别人笑; 
最顽强的笑是苦笑; 
最使人摸不透的笑是假笑; 
在奇怪的笑是边想边笑; 
最复杂的笑是边哭边笑; 
最难为情的笑是捂着脸羞答答地笑; 
最难看的笑是皮笑肉不笑; 
最难听的笑是狂笑; 
最可怕的笑是嘲笑; 
最残酷的笑是冷笑; 
最可恶的笑是淫笑; 
最阴险的笑是狞笑; 
最可悲的笑是哭后大笑;

From: Facebook. :)

Say goodbye to my yesterday. Bid farewell to yesterday. Bye ya.


我在梦里掉了一个梦,谁捡到,还给我,别没收.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Only you baby I love you.

OH OH OH!!!

I was so damn tired today. I sat the first row in biology class, and i fell asleep in front of the teacher.
Did chemistry exams and Maths C MAPS paper today. It was terrible? There are 4 questions in the Maths C MAPS paper and i got the solution for the first three questions in 30 minutes. and guess what?!!! I spent the remaining 30 minutes on question 4 and i did write something on the paper. But apparently i gonna get 0 mark for that question.

I even phoned my mom when I got home. I told her I would like to study sejarah instead of these. LOL. no lah just kidding. hey At least i can get an A for sejarah but not an A for Maths C. Well, I will work hard to get that achievement. Jiayou Clare Chua. :)

Tomorrow will be the last paper for this week. Maths B MAPS paper. 'MAPS' again. aduh. pening kepala seriously. And and and!!! I'm going to do some shopping in the afternoon. wuhoooo. Getting stuffs for my biology camp next week. It gotta be the first camp in my life. =.= sounds silly but I'm serious. It will not be as FUN as camp chung hua though. Lots of studies to work out during the camp.

SPM results! :) Congratulations to my dear(s)!!! you know who you are! You guys deserve for the results. You are not being sad for not getting A+ or A in chinese. I'm really proud of you. :D You should be proud of yourself 'cos you are a chinese and you did it very well. You got an A-!!!! :)

I have been watching the latest hong kong drama- ONLY YOU. ohgosh kevin chang is so smart! He and Charmaine Sheh are a perfectly matched couple but sadly, they're not going to work together anymore for any dramas. :( *Note that he's not with Charmaine Sheh in ONLY YOU. I'm just thinking of Forensic Science II. Back to the topic, ONLY YOU is nice. Thumbs up. I downloaded those episodes. PPS sucks a lot and it's not functioning well. :(((

Tadaa.
To:Tiff
Looking forward to receive the parcel. Thank you so much. whahahaaaa.
no lah im just kidding but i hope you think i'm being serious by that moment. LOL

Love ya.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Exams exams exams!!!!!!!

uhhh. I have been sleeping late recently. Sleeping at two and wake up at 7, sometimes 8. And i must be at school before 8.25. geng huh? yes, i think so. LOL! i spend fifteen minutes to change my uniform, 5 minutes to tie up my hair(if it's too messy) and 5 minutes to eat breakfast. ><" after that, i gonna RUN to school to make sure i get the full attendance, instead of a LATE PASS. with my ID photo on it. what a shame.

The coming week is an exams week. Some seniors said for the first time we might get a C or D for biology physics and Chemistry, and B or C for Maths B and Maths C. uhh. they scared me lots.
I've been spending the whole afternoon on physics, to get the understanding on vectors and graph! graph is easy but vector isn't. All sorts of vectors with different solutions. I'm going insane. But luckily I have enough patience to deal with them. Thanks to my physics teacher in CH! :)

Really beh tahan using textbooks here. Can't draw or write anything on them. sien. I used to draw cute stuffs, conteng on my textbook last year, especially sejarah textbook. It is easy for a person to go insane while she is studying sejarah. *of course the sejarah textbook was MINE. not from the spbt. So, heheee, my physics teacher here gave me the softcopy of the textbook and i printed them out. WAHAHAHAAA. yea i know i wasted a lot of trees but boh bian, really heavy especially when I need to bring biology and chemistry textbooks. I don't like to store my textbooks in the locker. So, locker is totally useless for me now. It is empty now. .____.

Finally it is the time for me to hand in the insect collection. I swear. I will never touch insects again. except for the moments that I NEED to kill the ants and mosquitoes. I might get a C or D for the assignment. whatever. I don't care anyway.

I care for my grades on the written exams paperssssss! pray for me please. I am really nervous, like I am going to sit for SPM. Lol.

yadayadayadaaaaa. :)

p/s Facebook is boring nowadays.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

ok吗? =)

想起我们赌气的那几分钟,谁也不想先对谁开口说话。
或许我们的傻气、倔强和坦诚朦朦胧胧把问题解决。


今天不知道怎么了,不想说话;安静下来就想睡觉,因为闭上眼睛就能想很多事情。
也许是考试快到了,手机却安静得很,没有你们的无聊msg,没有传来传去的tips,没有散发着咖啡香气的时候...

Time crept. Will be jumping into April soon.

浑浑噩噩地过了三个小时,死命撑开眼睛一直盯着书本,读烦了躺到床上眯了一阵子,醒来头又重重的。

突然想起你问我的“ok吗?”

=)

Monday, March 14, 2011

yuhoooo. I have done my insect collection. Which i struggled for so long time. I don't give high hope on the grade. LOL. cos i have broken mantis leg.
I spent the whole afternoon, setting the dried insects in the box. When I was pinning the first insect that is butterfly, my phone suddenly rang. I managed to answer the call but the anthenna was gone after that. GONE! i was so depressed until my friend gave me another one.
The word that appeared the most in my brain was KANASAI.

Finally it comes to an end. It's next week!
I still need to find mothballs or napthalene. I went to a pharmacy this afternoon and asked whether there's mothballs or not. LOL! The woman there was so friendly. When she knew that i need them for my insect collection, she taught me other ways to prevent STUPID LIVE INSECTS from eating the dried insects. :D

Anyway, here comes the MAIN point of this post!

Happy birthday chong wen yen! :)




=) have a nice one.
miss you lots as you do! :D

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Saturday and Sunday!!!

I enjoyed the weekend! Went to the city and stayed with dad at the hotel, not going back to homestay. :) *THERE IS AIR CONDITIONER THERE IS AIR CONDITIONER!!! but it's not summer now.

We went shopping. Visited few fashion shops and bought lots of clothes. Duh, one for $5 only. They just simple threw it on a table, and some even on the floor, kena pijak by ppl. oh dear... Notes that $5=RM 15, still expensive, for the T shirt, no pattern. zzz, but still, dad bought some for me. So hard to find a nice one, he was so patience to find those for me. LOL

I wonder why most of the fashion shops are on sale. One for $4.95, $6.95, $7.99, $9.99. Anyway, I like Malaysia's more. I promise myself that I must go shopping when I first arrive Miri. And buy as many clothes as possible.

KEHKEHKEHH. I ate dimsum for breakfast these two days. No more cereal. =.= We went to Jojo's restaurant for dinner too.

I had pesto pasta. NICE.

the oysters. *so small geh.

Enjoyed these two days. And it is the time to face homework, assignment and exams! yadayadayadaaaa. 
off to bed. night! :D

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Shaky way. It means everything.

He was 5, but still lack of the intelligence that a child deserves. He was lonely, living in his own world, setting up a glass wall between him and others. He thought he was abnormal. Maybe he was, obviously he was. But, his parents treated him as a normal child, with lots of care and love. He had difficulties in learning. That's why he couldn't speak even he was 5, not calling Daddy or Mommie. He longed for a normal life, being an active boy, playing soccer under the hot sun, quarreling with his sisters, going to the kindergarten and having fun with friends. He had no friends, everyone loathed to talk to him, because they thought he was a DUMB. Was he an unfortunate wretch? No, he isn't. He is no longer a poor little boy, since the day he tried his best to write a little A, in a awkward and shaky way. Yet, he deserved the triumph. Tears of excitement and hugs from parents.

 A small story, tells me persistence pays off. :)


Smile. Memories start flickering my eyes. typing this in gloomy silence, and finally, i finished my english assignment. same as the little boy, writing in shaky way. Why? I've no idea.

Monday, March 7, 2011

Stick Insects are being schadenfreude!

Hello guys!

It's autumn and obviously it isn't so hot. It is even cold. Need a jacket or a jumper desperately but I think i should enjoy the coldness, cos seniors said that autumn might be so hot sometimes. whatever. =.= i've experienced 38 degree Celsius. Not going to get surprise from the 40 degree Celsius, if it happens. LOL

Biology assignment. I got a praying mantis, thank you so much for spohi. :D One more order is needed to complete it. I have been searching for a stick insect at the forest near my house, but, there might be thousand of them among the treetops, branches and bushes. Because they're stick insects. Looking for them in the rain and I think the stick insects are being schadenfreude.

Stick Insect A: Hey. See.. There's an idiot finding us over there.
Stick Insect B: Ohohoh, she can't find us she can't find us. stupid human.

Finding termites is much more easier. However, no one hopes there are termites at home. So do I. .___.

Sometimes I like to be alone. Doesn't really want to talk to others, just sitting there, in silence. Maybe I am daydreaming, maybe I'm trying to clear my mind, but what i need is just a moment of silence. I appreciate that moment, before I sleep. :)

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

It is life.

I am really tired of that biology assignment. I have butterfly, beetle, grasshopper, cicada, fly, bee, ant, cockroach, dragonfly. I still need two more orders to complete it. :( Someone said i am stupid, for why i do biology. Someone said I should not do biology in the first term. (so that i can escape from the biology camp and the insect collection).

And i asked myself, why do I take biology? It's all about my ambition. It is adequate to meet the future needs. I used to hate biology so much last year, before the final exam. I tried my best in biology paper during the final exams, and YES, i got what i want. :)

So i shouldn't give up on finding a praying mantis and stick insect. Ohdear, the due date is just three weeks after this. I've been searching for a praying mantis this afternoon, walking under the terrible hot sun for two and a half hours. But I went home empty-handed. I was so dejected and i phoned my daddy. Blamed him for not helping me to find one. HAHAHA.

How can I skip tomorrow's night dinner? Lamb liver dishes. Can someone save me? I had something like turkey 'leg' last night. ><" ohmygosh. I was loathe to eat it. It is something like chicken drumstick, but in a bigger size. The biggest 'chicken drumstick' i've ever seen. 
To say I was scared is an understatement.

Went for bowling. My score sucks a lot. ><" oh well, I'm new in bowling. I like heavier ball, considering the mass and inertia. The bigger the mass, the bigger the inertia. and the more stable it is! hmmm, but the heavy ball hurts my wrist. LOL. guess my score. I think it's a Grade E, if converting into marks and grades.
Anyway, I enjoyed it. :D
 by, Vivian. In the toilet. :X


There is a welcoming program for international students this saturday. Students from others high schools and universities are going to the event. Seniors said it's boring. :O Urmm, should I go? (hate to make decision)

It is life, isn't it? Sadness, depression, happiness, excitement and decision.
As the days progressed, I found IT interesting. :)

Monday, February 28, 2011

宫琐心玉

爱意全在眼神和不经意的言语之间.

宫琐心玉,最近令我疯狂的一套电视剧。 呵虽然是用穿越的老梗可是就是超sweet的。:)

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Decision

uhh. I'm planning to go to the seaworld tomorrow. But somehow I don't want to go. It's sunday and sunday supposed to be a relaxing day, not the day for me to spend my 2 hours on the train and whole day playing the roller coaster, watching the dolphin show. What should i do? I hope my mom will not allow me to go, as what she always did in miri. However, she said up to me this time. aduhh.

Sometimes I really like to be alone, staying at home, do some reading, studying and watching dramas. Sometimes I can't get used to a sudden flurry of activities. That's why I'm still pondering whether to go or not going. I have lots of homework, biology, maths B and C, chemistry and physics. I need to do some revision for the coming exams. 

Hahhhh, I'm now finding excuses for me for not going to the one day trip. Maybe I should not go. Okayy, that's it, not going. I am busy! ;X

We talked about the interesting snippets in our life during the english lesson yesterday. I love english lessons although sometimes I really fell asleep. >< We were separated into few groups and I was with a China girl and a Korean boy. It was a really funny conversation. I can't really understand what the Korean boy was talking. He said he's speaking Konglish(Korean+English). LOL! yeh his korean accent is very strong. I've learnt some Korean language, "o ba mi chet su!". The China girl is a nice girl. Much more easier to understand her. It's really nice to be with them.

Thinking of friends. I miss my friends in Miri, so much. I called a special friend last night and we chatted for almost an hour. I wondered how much credit i spend last night. But, who cares?! I miss her. :) I miss the way she talks to me. Piggy's concert on the 12th of April in KL. so, should i go back to M'sia and meet her up and of course, our dearest piggy. :D It is just the second day of my school holidays. sounds great, maybe i should go. LOL!
Friendship that is so powerful beyond belief. :)

Talking about my hair. It's growing longer and longer now. I'm not going to cut it until the end of the year. My friends here were so surprised when they found "jagung" on my hair. (yu mi tang) lol It is nice right? but I was forced to cut it last year, uhhh. How sad. My decision still rankled. 

So, should i go for youth in church tonight? Going there by bus? My housemate will taunt me again. "Don't get lost." ><"

Seriously, I hate to make decision. The seaworld stuff!

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Freedom


太多的自由  让人措手不及
还是喜欢被人限制  得之不易的自由

"I'm serious now. I'm not joking."
"Is this a joke?"

Monday, February 21, 2011

HOT.


Tied my hair. for the very hot day. errr i know it's round like a pie. DONT CARE!
Then it rains. Have been raining for few hours. Storm.
Anyway it's better than the terrible summer. Can you imagine you're copying homework in rush and sweating at the same time. save me please.
I hope it will be colder next week. It's march and it's autumn. Please, no more 37 degree Celsius!

Sunday, February 20, 2011

告诉我

有谁可以告诉我
礼拜一是星期几

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Home is Where the heart is. :)

Home is where the heart is. :)
I have home where my family is, I have home where friends use to be together. :D 


What a hubbub! Keep quiet please! and stop sending me invitation for games on facebook. annoying you know?!

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Panting for breath at an area of scenic beauty. :)

When my mind was in turmoil
When I was floundering helplessly
You pushed me out of the nightmare.
 


ONE TWO THREE!
我们一起跑  跑出我们的骄傲  我们的疯狂

Thank you My Dear Friends! :)
We panting for breath at an area of scenic beauty.
Yes, WE. :D

我们呢   一起加油!

Sunday, February 13, 2011

执著着的快乐

We behaved like petulant children, sitting in gloomy silence with gloomy expression. We had no inkling of what was going on.

你问我: How are you? 我说: Fine. You know how're my days. 然后回加个大大的笑脸,再问How About You? 庆幸的是你不会敷衍我,你总会长篇大论地跟我说一大堆,因为你知道敷衍我你会很惨。xD 他们都不相信我所谓的事实,当我跟他们说时他们第一个反应就是:HA?! 甚至有时候我也会怀疑,却又相信了这个事实或者该说被迫接受,尤其是在你干了什么坏事时候,让我气呼呼地跟他们告状。sien.

明天情人节年怎么过啊?就这么过啊,像过日子般过,没啥特别。可恨,自从Form 2那年收到某人的叶子当情人节礼物,还有Form 3的所谓“卡片”之后就再也没收到了。郁闷。那天有个玫瑰花可是我不接受因为说真的我讨厌红彤彤的玫瑰花,很刺眼。
幸好还有那一张红彤彤的卡片。因为实在忍不住了所以偷偷瞄了一眼,蛮多字的。会有surprise吗?哈我不知道。

The end of the story leaves me panting for more. 


快乐简单吗?不简单吧。早上睡醒亲爱的海绵宝宝还乖乖坐在那里,并没有因为我睡觉时的拳打脚踢而东倒西歪,这时候我就会盯着它说早安,这是快乐;照镜子发现walao eh今天的头发没翘翘的不蓬松,这是快乐;把早餐的cereal倒出来有很多sultanas我会很快乐;到学校把东西放进locker里把它塞得满满的意味着我今天不会过得空虚,我也会很快乐;看电影fast forward一按stop刚好就是要看的那一幕,这更不是普通的快乐;晚上skype听到家人尤其是弟弟说i miss you时简直是快乐到爆;还有就是和朋友skype时他们说我口音变得“马来化”了我更快乐,毕竟我以自己是马来西亚人为荣。谁说的,快乐很简单?一点都不简单吧~

因为我很神经质。神经质到和朋友谈天的当儿可以发白日梦;可以很安静地坐在某个地方凝望着天空半个钟(我觉得这很浪漫耶);可以走2km的路到supermarket逛一个钟回到家因为鞋子的错长了水泡还很自豪自己今天竟然没花到钱。


We're like a puzzle, together we make a beautiful picture. :)

我在想我到底在执著什么?都快两年了,是不是应该为我的固执而恭贺我?我执著得快乐,从不为自己的执著emo,只会歇斯底里地发个email给朋友,写的字数不多,大部分都是kanasai sien go die的字眼,发了之后继续执著。

因为你说过:我应该也会到你那里去。
所以我执著,我的快乐。你们可以说我笨我不介意因为我也是这样说我自己。:D