When determination knocks.

What's going on?  I don't know why, I can laugh like usual, smile at the angle I always do, talk in the way I used to talk.  But hey, WHY?!

Apparently that's Monday blues.  I am supposed to love Monday so much as I only have to attend three lectures and can leave school by 1pm.  However, I need to go to IELTS class which is compulsory since I'm going to do medicine course in Uni.  It requires IELTS all band 7, I questioned myself during the IELTS class this morning, "why don't you get a 7 in your writing?  then you don't need to go to classes after lectures."  :(  Dad and mom think I did pretty well in my last IELTS exams, what they focus on is my speaking part.  Yea I got band 7 for speaking but 6.5 for writing.  Anyhow, there's no use crying over spilt milk.  They told me to resit for the test until I get all Band 7.

The test costs me a bomb.  Seriously.  :(  I'm so sorry dad and mom.

I can feel the stress now, I was so relaxed in the last two weeks, like having fun at school;  My mood has totally changed this morning somehow...  Friends did cheer me up this arvo by texting and chatting.  They are awesome.  <3

Yea, this is nothing.  Jesus was persecuted with nails.  I can do it, we can do it, when determination knocks.