2012 is an interesting year like the past
18 years I’ve gone through. My life’s
been interesting always nahh. Actually I wanna keep this short cos I’m quite
lazy to sum my 2012 all up, too much complicated feelings on friendship(s),
relationship and studies. And I must
thank you my Lord Father for bringing me leading me through all these hard
time. I can’t imagine how I gonna cope
with them without Jesus Christ. God is
good, always. J
And Sorry guys for the grammatical errors & the length of this post :)
p/s I’m writing this on the 27th
December 2012, just in case I can’t gather all my memories up in my mind and
transform them into words on the last day of 2012. My writing skill leaves so
much to be desired. Nevermind, Geeez I still have three days to compose this
post.
January 2012 – Planned trip to KK but
unexpected trip to KL; Flight transit at Singapore for 3 days before Taiwan
family trip; Chinese New Year Eve dinner at TaoYuan International Airport Food
Court, the most memorable reunion dinner I’ve ever had, at the place where
people meet and say good-bye; And I miss Taiwan badly, will definitely visit
Taiwan again in future.
February 2012 – URGH the first day of
February it was raining cats and dogs, I was still at Taiwan and there came the
breaking news from FB; Heart-broken LOL but don’t worry I’ve fixed my heart up;
Back to Singapore for another three days; Finally back to Brisbane for studies;
UQ Foundation Year 2012 Orientation Week wasn’t that fun ( I expected something
like the orientation weeks we had in high school LOL ); Studies, so much
studies but not stressed out yet, still enjoyable; First youth fellowship
night, met everyone after three months.
March 2012 – Started to get real busy
because of assignments; So much wonders and realisation about friendship; the
month with the most complicated feelings that I didn’t wanna recall
seriously. Almost got traumatized. So
let’s skip this month.
April 2012 – once happened it’s happened;
but things started to go alright with supports from others; Accept Lord Jesus
as my saviour, my baptism!; First time planning a birthday surprise for a
friend and Thank God it went well; Family came over for few days during the
term break, with grandma too!
May 2012 – Busy on assignments and
exams. Exams are always daunting for me
:/
June 2012 – My 18th birthday
surprise from my friends in Malaysia, the video that they recorded for me!
Can’t stop missing them; Hotpot with friends during the last day of semOne
exams, drinking apple cider beer and the alcohol allergy hitted me.
July 2012 – Moving out from homestay
(FINALLY) ; Harbour Town One-Day Trip, not much to shop actually; A few visits
to Gold Coast theme parks; Sister’s coming over for studies as well (The
biggest changes in my 2012); ‘Baby-sitting’ sis?
August 2012 – Again, a busy month for
assignments; Mixing happiness with edgy, sulky and a bit of chagrin. URGH.
September 2012 – Staying overnight at UQ
Biological Science Library to keep myself awake; Family coming over again for
holidays; Coffs Harbour Trip with awesome people; Got my XiaoBai YAYYY
October 2012 – School was fun, probably
because that’s the second last month of our course; Summer summer!
November 2012 – Final exams; Outings EVERY
NIGHT after exams, totally exhausted; Late night talk under the tree, I miss
their infections laughters; Food Hunting in Brisbane; Potluck and hotpot for
gathering.
December 2012 – Back in SI with
family! Moving to new house; Guess what
I have the potential to be a carpenter, fixed up the wardrobes and
bookshelves!; Trying so hard to shed some weights away but failed (NVR give up
LOL); and Finally I’m done with this 2012 Review.
Phewwwww. Finally that's my summary for the twelve months in 2012. More in my archive at the left hand side of this page :D
Here's the words I wanna give to 2012, alphabets to words and finally sentences,
Dear 2012,
I'm hereby, sincerely, thank you. There's nothing more fulfilling than having this year in my life. You have given me more than I can receive. Especially my Dear Father Lord Jesus.
This year:
I started my foundation course and never thought it would be so difficult. I procrastinated on assignments and I skipped classes with no reasons. I have never thought social skills can be so important, have never thought small social circles could be so complicated like this and I have discovered I had once feeling doubtful about the differences in people. But, Thank God,
I see my weakness, am trying to admit and improve what I cannot do and meanwhile focusing on my potential instead of my limitations.
I know different is good, and always hoping someone will notice this.
I see what is worthwhile and learn not to keep more than I can take care of.
I learn to prune away the things that wear me out and trying not to do what I think everyone else is doing.
I learn the way to re-energize my life with supports from family & friends.
I am brought in front to this word "PATIENCE", I change and allow God to change myself, and have peace.
I am happy and the contentment lasts.
I gave something away but thought I had nothing left. Soon I know what will I receive, so much, too much, that I am still trying to figure out where to put it all. Peace, happiness & love. All in my heart I shall put.
I learn to be fully satisfied in lean times, little things that happened throughout the year, the email(s), the text messages, the photos etc etc.
I don't let discouragement rob me of my energy.
Last but not least, I know the blessings God has given or in store for me will always help me throughout my life.
2013, It's a new year! There are no hindrances and I'm pretty sure the door is wide open for me, for my dreams. The whole new year I'll pursue my dream in the University. I will learn to walk confidently and fearlessly, knowing that I'm always faithful with Jesus! I will.... To be continued in 2013 New Year's Resolution.
Bid a good-bye to 2012 and welcome 2013 with open arms! Step out & Find out! :)