继续-给十五岁的自己 刘若英

知道吗我总是惦记 十五岁不快乐的妳我多想 把哭泣的妳 搂进我怀里不确定自己的形状 动不动就和世界碰撞那些伤 我终于为妳 都一一抚平那一年最难的习题 也不过短短的几行笔记现在我却总爱回忆 回忆当时不服输的你天空 会不会雨停 会不会放晴会不会幸福在终点等着我和你会不会是我忘记 还能勇敢地去淋雨我们继续走下去 继续往前进继续走向期待中的未知旅行感觉累了的时候 抱着我们的真心静静好好地休息这些年我还算可以 至少都对得起自己谢谢妳 是妳的单纯 给了我指引遇见过很多很多人 完成了一些些事情妳一定 还无法想象 多精彩过瘾谁说人生是公平的 它才不管我们想要怎样很感激 妳那么倔强 我才能变成今天这样我们继续走下去 继续往前进看这条路肯让我们走到哪里我们想去的地方 一定也有人很想去我们都不要放弃 都别说灰心永远听从刻在心中那些声音感觉累了的时候 请妳把我的手握紧没有地图 人生只能凭着手上的梦想 Oh~循着它的光 曲折转弯找到有光的地方Lalala Lalala Lalala 那年的梦想Lalala Lalala Lalala 人要有梦想 勇敢的梦想 疯狂的梦想继续走下去 继续往前进路旁有花心中有歌天上有星我们要去的那里 一定有最美丽的风景Oh~ 都不要放弃 都别说灰心不要辜负心里那个干净的自己痛到想哭的时候 就让泪水洗掉委屈我们要相信自己 永远都相信来到这个世界不是没有意义我们做过的事情 都会留在人心里会被回忆而珍惜有一天我将会老去 希望妳会觉得满意我没有 对不起那个 十五岁的自己

I do & "I do Yes I do"

Seriously I need to start my revision now but I just can't stop listening to the song I've just discovered.  The melody or rhythm-whatever, just perfectly matches the lyrics!

Colbie Caillat-I do

You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust and never feel it now
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

If you are too bored, feel free to listen to another Chinese song which corresponds to this song.

By Fish Leong, 一家一

I do, Yes, I do.

Chemistry was over.  Not too bad because I didn't have high expectations on the results.

Btw
It is NOT a game.

Snip Snip Snip

Have you ever had the feeling of love or infatuation during childhood and adolescence?  There is a term for this feeling: puppy love. hahaha. Making the circles smaller, mentioning my former school only. Yea, you know girls. Girls like to share secrets, gossip is the term. Girls secret talks, we share the things that we think it's interesting, guys that are smart; guys we like; See the power of the gepo-ness of girls, we even talk about others crush. Yes, they are all non of our business, but we just enjoy the time gossiping about that, laughing and jio-ing each others. Someone said this is the real high school life. Study, gossip, love, or, first crush perhaps.

Haha I'm not sharing my girl friends' secrets.  Secrets are secrets. I'm so cagey about my friends' secrets. So tell me secrets XD nah just joking.

I just got back from SI and I was so bored.  I viewed some photos which were taken last year.  The pilot light of memory flickers in my eyes.  Now, still flickering. Somehow a mood of melancholy just descended on me.
I just wish that we can talk like friends. But that never happens. We look like friends in other people eyes, but both of us know what's going on. Perhaps it's because of all the rumour which is really true.  Telling so many lies just to deny all the rumour, but lastly I chose to admit everything. I have never thought that I was that brave. It's like... I immediately reeled off everything in just a minute. cool huh. XD

I told that I have no qualifications to say this but I should leave no regrets in my life before 18, so I chose to tell. I didn't request any answer but yea I still got the reply. "We are friends." Yes, we are friends but I hope we are normal friends. We never laugh like normal friends always do, never chat like normal friends always do and lots more. The tension between us was almost tangible. True what.
After that we didn't contact each other for almost two months, till now, we have no any conversations, not even on msn or facebook. It is just like someone who tries to chase the sun but will never reach it. We should turn a deaf ear to the rumours. They just suck a lot.

I know it sounds pathetic but I was only depressed for few days, not even a week. Why? because I was too busy last term until I have no time to be dejected. However this subject is still a taboo in our gang unless I start to talk about it.

Arh the strong wind just screeched in my ears. Stop blowing please. It's spring! Give me 25 degree Celsius everyday then I'll be fine. Oh np, I am fine, always.

Give me a break. What I need is just an unequivocal NO. You can mock but don't show a greasy smile.
Snip, snip, snip, went the scissors! Pray hard for you, I wish you all the best.
#Now playing 阿杜  听见牛在哭
我们都是生命的俘虏
要怎么说才清楚
盲目 苛求幸福 越盲却越孤独
还不认输 单纯的付出
I'm not a cow and I'm not crying.

Ciao~

Terlalu istimewa

Malay song is so great.  I mean, this song is nice, super nice, super duper nice.  It was one of the song in orientation 2010.  And my first time to sing a malay song, besides negaraku and ibu pertiwiku la. HAHA.

Terlalu istimewa